#well I will but not for all the shit he did
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they were already incredibly suspicious to me, every last one of those supposed âprofessionals.â i think Iâm more suspicious than I ever was now - somehow that was possible. Iâm even more apprehensive, perhaps even fearful.
solidarity between people who want to take psychiatric meds to function and those who donât.
Whatâs important is that we both have autonomy, informed consent and safe access to treatments we want, and to not be forced, coerced or pressured into those we donât.
#yes yes yes#I feel so trapped right now - it seems I might be able to cancel the appointment and hopefully take nothing but if Iâm unable to I think-#-that will be my final straw#horrifying for me. interacting with psychiatry at the age the body is at is traumatizing - traumatizing at any age though perhaps Iâm being#-dramatic. I donât think so though.#my experiences have been less than decent so far - for the most part#plus they tended to want me on medication out of simple stigmatized lenses#they were more concerned about the fact that I even experienced something such as supposed hallucinations (GASP) than my actual experiences#itâs difficult to word but Iâll speak more and hopefully organize my thoughts in a later post#psychiatry isnât here to help itâs here to put everyone in a single file line - they mentioned me not being normal enough essentially#Iâll elduicate more in a later post#but I was forced and am being forced with the looming threat of long term hospitalization though I will hopefully be able to get out of it#that threat is now always hanging over my head#they forced me and it ended up fucking with a health condition I already have along with general side effects#the courts almost got involved while the impostor was trying to get me out of there because they didnât want to release me#despite it being an unhelpful place just like every mental hospital. I feel even more âunsafeâ as they call it and tempted to run now.#I donât trust the medicine Iâm afraid of it and having threats held over my head it all felt sort of like mind rape - to be dramatic again#it doesnât matter how much I express how afraid of them I am they donât understand and I have other reasons besides my suspicion as to why#-I donât wish to take them. the fact that the body canât tolerate them for example. not wanting to be forced. the forcing makes me panic.#itâs mind rape. not to mention even despite the inability to tolerate he still wanted to try an antipsychotic down the line - which is not#going to happen. no medicine. Iâm not trying anything. Iâd be more open if there werenât threats over my head and I werenât being forced#but I donât want any at all. I have my reasons - they want me to take it for medically induced suicide purposes as well - what I mentioned#earlier/ not being normal enough for their standards and being how they even on a subconscious level view me as a dirty schizo#who needs to be fixed so I donât want them for that as well#I havenât rambled about it much yet until now but it feels like mind rape to me even if thatâs dramatic I donât generally experience the#instinct to cry and still I cried multiple different times over this shit over being forcefully kept in a bad facility that wouldnât even#give me my physical meds and did nothing for health conditions so the body dehydrated horribly and shit and some of the staff were pretty#rude too it was just a bad experience not as bad as lobotomy I know but I couldnât stand it and being forced the threats all the threats#made sure to try and keep myself in check for that reason but the threats of long term if I wasnât compliant enough I donât want to be sent#away I want to be left alone I want freedom I want a break I want a hug (?) I want to be away from all impostors I want to disappear
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thinking about a yandere who was cursed by the gods (something similar to medusa), not because he did anything wrong, but because they found him too beautiful and too tempting.
what was once a god of a man was now but... still a handsome man, just with cursed eyes. with eyes that turn anyone into stone the second he gazes upon them. everyone who he once knew were now nothing more than mere statues, having glanced upon his beautiful eyes that now bring death.
he has chosen to live in solitude, away from everyon- well, not really. it's just that the once lively place he lived in.... wasn't so lively after all. i mean, they all turned into stone đ
anyway, he shut everyone out because #1 they were all dead and #2 he didn't want to lose another person that he loved. what better way than to just... not interact with society and become a social hermit?
enter, you.
little ol' you who accidentally wandered into his place. he was flabbergasted and terrified. shit, he didn't want to kill an innocent person! so he tried to scare you away by making weird noises and blockign off your path while simultaneously not showing his eyes.
but wow, you just kept coming closer and closer!
"stay back! i'm warning you! you'll regret it!"
he tried to cover his eyes, tears threatening to spill from them as he absolutely majestiv form trembled on the spot. man, was he really about to take the life of another innocent person who didn't deserve to get turned into stone??
then you told him you were blind and he felt the fear leave his body as fast as it came.
from then on, the two of you chatted daily, talking about your different lives and such. it helped him regain a sense of... normalcy that he thought he'd forgotten. it was nice having you around.
so much so that he actually started to develop feelings for you. feelings that were so deep and obsessive that others would've probably ran away. not you though, never you. you were the only one to stay by his side despite his unusal predicament. perhaps the gods were sorry for playing such a cruel fate on him and decided to give him a blessing?
wrong.
"sweetheart! sweetheart! it's a miracle!"
your voice snaps him out of his daze, filling him with a giddy feeling that he's come to love and crave. oh you are just so delightful! he swears he could just lock you up to coddle you in hugs and kisses for the rest of his miserable little life!
"darling? what miracle?"
he pauses, feeling his heart drop into his stomach the second you enter his room without your usual glasses on. wait... what are you-
"i've regained my sight! bless the heavens above i-"
"no! no! no! don't look!"
but it was all for naught. you had already turned to stone.
"fuck! why did this happen?! no no no.... please wake up. please, you can't leave me too!"
the beautiful man sobs, cradling you in his arms as his salty tears fall onto your now stone cold cheeks. he cries and begs, voice growing softer and softer as the sun begins to set. how could the gods be so cruel? what had he done so wrong for them to subject him to such a fate? fine! take away his friends! take away his family! but why did they have to take you too?
"please come back...."
things were only made worse because today was the day when he'd finally decided to ask you to spend the rest of your lives together.
#yandere#tw yandere#yandere x reader#yandere drabbles#yandere scenarios#yandere imagines#yandere concepts#cursed yandere#cursed yandere x reader#gn reader#suiana rambling#suiana brainrotting
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INTERLUDE
m reader x haewon // 9k words
Youâll give credit where itâs due.
If not for her, you wouldnât be here - and if not for you, she would have quit the logistical side of the show business a long, long time ago.Â
She's written her own sweet, tragic, but beautiful tale of madness; willing to stay amidst the whirlwinds of shit sheâs put herself through, and you can somewhat see as to why.Â
Itâs when sheâs let herself into the space of your apartment, hours past of the usual and typical workday. Most of the reasons in this case have their own tales and periods of reflection the next morning - though, a common thread of events that youâve been accustomed to is the trail of her heels leading a path to the couch, her handbag tossed off to the opposite end, sinking into the cushions. Sheâs tired, and very unbothered.Â
Youâre doing your own pat down not far from her. A jacketâs tossed onto the nearby chair of your dining table; the usual essentials of your phone, wallet, and one of many pairs of glasses also find their place away from your reach.Â
âSince when the hell did you snag my keys from me?â You ask, patting down the quartet of pockets to realize the sudden item wasnât part of the things you rummaged off your body.Â
âItâs called sleight of hand, dear.â Haewon says, a phone spinning in the air and to a nearby pillow, âThatâs what happens when you leave a key with me after our last outing. Have someone to blame? Let that be yourself.âÂ
âI was wondering why you were taking longer getting out of the car.âÂ
âGirls like to take their sweet time.âÂ
âYour point being?âÂ
âMy point?â She sits up and leans forward, diverting her attention towards one of the gacha items that you got as a gift from one of her clients - a token of gratitude, for being wonderful with me - you recall the memory for a split second, and Haewon keeps on flipping it around between her fingers. âDonât get too pressed now. Itâs not like you would be locked out of your house for that long. Besides, your landlordâs seen me with you more times than he can count. If I were to ask him for the master key, heâd probably say yes.âÂ
âSpeculation,â you breathe, âHonestly, you can try, and I think you could be on his good side for all I know.âÂ
A few wisps of her hair fall far off the side, and she pulls it back with a single finger. Even in the dimmest of lightings, you can still see the small twinge of her nose pulling back, flaring her nostrils. Then she flicks her eyes back toward you, hooking. âYouâve always let me lead the way, and youâre following not far behind.âÂ
Youâre tending to the cuffs of your shirt, rolling them up just below the elbows. âI do a whole lot more than just my job.âÂ
âTch,â Haewonâs got the tip of her tongue on her upper teeth. âYou know well enough that it cuts both ways.âÂ
Almost as if this was practiced on cue, these sliding strides you make as Haewon picks herself up from her seat, itâs like two characters taking center stage. The lightingâs barely peeking through for you to see where everythingâs leveled. Doesnât matter how much effort you put into it, Haewonâs frame is the only thing you see, the weight on your shoulders start to droop from the imaginary weight on them. You can probably settle with how the luminating radiance of the night sky showers her porcelain skin or the way her silhouette molds itself in the meshing colors of this cozy dark blue pooling through behind her. Thereâs also the fleeting realization that this is your space that sheâs nestling in. But you canât ignore the sudden occasional chill that sweeps through every time she walks in - even when itâs after hours, the effect is still in play.Â
Haewonâs treating another few strands of her hair behind her ear before looking down at the small toy on your table top. âNot a bad idea for you to start a collection going.âÂ
You glance over her shoulder and pull a firm grin across your face. âYou know, I was a bit perplexed in why she gave that to me in the first place - after I politely refused so many times.â A shake of your head and a sigh follows instantly after. âBut the more I look at it, itâs pretty cute to have. Brings a whole lot of variety in the place right off the bat.âÂ
Haewon dips her head down, hiding a subtle smirk when touches the tips of her socks on the floor. âI know that you fancy your books and everything but, I was happy that you took her gift in the end.âÂ
âExpecting me to just say no?âÂ
âBlind boxes are a life lesson too. People expect one thing and when they donât get what they want, theyâre pretty torn to whether to be happy or not with what they pulled. Now that I think about it, the same lesson can be seen in Forrest Gump when heâs sitting on the bench with the old lady.âÂ
âA lot of people can resonate with Forrest in that moment. Probably because almost everybodyâs got something that they didnât want in the first place, and Iâll take your word for it.â You slide your hands into your pockets, rolling your shoulders back. âMakes people appreciate the many things they have.âÂ
Haewon cocks her head towards her left, bringing it back upright once her bodyâs facing yours. Youâre holding your breath here for a second, swallowing a lump of nervousness down your throat. Sheâs got it all: the intellect, the beauty, the poise. Each and every single one of those thoughts crosses both ways in your mind, itâs been like that since you got paired with her. The authenticity of her presence doubles down whatâs written on paper. Like any fool in this scenario, you carry on, thinking about all of the things youâd never thought youâd do with her - the way she tries to hide the growing blush on her face when your arms hold her, how her eyelids lower their guard when youâre closing the proximity to mere inches, how she sighs with a finger pressed to her temple before whipping some of her hair back - adorable, and perfect. Thereâs really no other way to describe it, or her; even if sheâs not very adamant into accepting the meaningful compliments.Â
âMaybe youâre right.â Her small frame nestles itself easily at your front and sheâs happily dancing her fingers at the pointe end of your necktie, fiddling along with the button beneath it. Youâre deluding yourself at the imaginary tug she has on you and sheâs barely laid a finger. âScratch that, I wholeheartedly agree.âÂ
Youâd wish that you could make a quick snapshot back to the very time you first unraveled her in your home, on an evening whim just like this. The proposition of pulling up a mental calendar and ripping off the pages backwards to a full two years of working with her. Though, youâre able to automatically deduce the fact of the time you and her actually spent working together - a good portion of those cases in the sheets which is worth considering - but despite all that, thereâs a good report to draw up in your head where the times flowed in fluctuations, much like in a spectrogram. Some of the days with her peaked higher than the rest, and others were on the opposite end of the spectrum. Thatâs just how this rapport- this relationship was.Â
Haewon never really dabbled with the idea of putting a label on this âthingâ you have with her.Â
It could be a relationship, or maybe it couldnât. She would always immediately shut down that thought circling around your brain.Â
A tried and true method in getting your hopes up. And each and every time she shot your heart down. It would send you in limbo for what feels like an endless string of days, the firm tone with her delivery very clear and straight to the point. You canât help yourself in waiting for something to change; heck, itâs possibly everything you ever wanted with her.Â
It also didnât help when the people in your inner circle were already in their own walks of life, blooming into something beautiful with their significant others; while youâre sitting off to the side, watching them from a distance as it feels like with every passing day, youâre falling further and further behind. There isnât enough space in your journal, let alone the selection of drinks to choose from after being downed, but the feeling remains all the same - itâs a harrowing want to fill that depression oh-so desperately.Â
âWhatever happened to âkeeping things professionalâ?â Dipping your head down as the tip of your nose hovers right above her head, catching the first few whiffs of that oceanic scent used in her shampoo. âWasnât it your words exclusively that we would stop what weâre doing now? At this moment?âÂ
This time, you were the one to raise that wall up, hoping that itâll stick after being broken down so many times.Â
âMine?â Haewon blurts out once her hands finally reach to the lines of your shoulders, palms sliding along the fabric of your shirt. âWhat about it? Donât try to flip this back on me when we were just talking outside in the staircase and then you decided to push me against the door, perch my chin up and-âÂ
âHaewon.âÂ
âOne night. That one night. You-âÂ
âHaewon.â You know that sheâs primarily the one who likes to repeat herself at times to get her point across, but not tonight.
She sighs, head falling forward in your chest. âAlright, Iâll bite. Yes, those were my words, and I stand by them. Sheâs trying her hardest to ignore your overwhelming stature, because she knows your truth; she knows, and knows, and knows.âBut that doesnât mean that what I tell you is enough to sway your mind, nor your choice.â
Her words tell you one thing, but her body welled up against yours tells you another.Â
âHaewon,â you repeat again, blinking it through. Your voice slightly chokes up when her thumb skates up the line of your jaw, letting her pull get the best of you, breath canvassing the slope where your chin and neck meet. âYouâre not helping yourself here.âÂ
âItâs been a long day,â she admits, kissing you foolishly, her fingers slither to the back of your head. Your hands have a mind of their own while it tries to scrounge up whatâs left of her melting figure, humming gently into your skin. âYou couldâve like- taken me home, or something. Rather than bring me here, because we both know how this story goes.âÂ
âDonât get all sensical with me now,â you say to her, hand quick to her wrist in an attempt to stop her, but sheâs seen that card played before. âYou were the one to tell me to get the hell out of the office as fast as we could, and here we are.âÂ
Haewon flashes her eyes at you, narrowing her expression with the simple tilt of her head. âI guess youâre right. Either I call a cab home or have you as my personal driver. Looks like the second option was the best one to pick between the two.âÂ
âYou did look tired.âÂ
âBecause I am.â Her eyebrows ruffle against each other when you drop the blunt response as she returns to the slacked neck along with her wrists. âAfter the shitstorm with Bae, and then with Sullyoon? God, donât even get me started. You were there when everything went down.âÂ
âIn fact I was.âÂ
She scowls with a much more dragged out tone with her voice, the stress pressing down on her lips returning to their familiar parted place. âIâm trying so hard to not think about it, but itâs just- ugh.âÂ
âA problem to be dealt with tomorrow,â you tell her, hands bringing her closer to your waist. âJust donât think.âÂ
âEasy for you to say.â Haewon deadpans, her face shifting flat with dead eyes. âAnd itâs easier for it to be said than done.âÂ
âWhy not do it, then?âÂ
âHuh?âÂ
âIâm asking you to not focus on work for once, genius.âÂ
âThis is me not focusing on work,â she says, pouting, âyouâre the one whoâs not letting me go in the first place.âÂ
You manage to look away for a quick second, closing your eyes to fight back the growing cringe rising on your face. âSays the one who waltzed into my house and arms right now.âÂ
Haewon lets out another dry laugh, resting the side of her face below your collar, pulling down on the slightly untied knot. âWell, I guess I can let you have that over me. Iâll admit that.âÂ
A deep inhale puffs up your chest as youâre carding your fingers into those coffee brown locks of her hair, massaging her temple.Â
âConsider that to be one of your few wins against my arguments. Why bother tell you my personal thoughts about the details we talked about in the meetings earlier, or even in the office.â She sighs again deeply, burrowing herself into your embrace. âWhat I would do to give that pretty dumbass a-âÂ
âIâm pretty sure youâve already said that to her earlier, by the way.âÂ
Haewon looks up again, recalling for a quick second, closing her lips before sounding a simple hum. âRight, I guess I did.âÂ
âYou donât have to handle this all by yourself, you know.âÂ
âWhat if I want to, hm?â She beams. The flip in her mood is always an anomaly in the way that sheâs brushing herself up closer to you. âYou know my business - my affairs, but I didnât tell you all of them.âÂ
Youâre well familiar with the playing field sheâs setting up here. Itâs a battleground thatâs seen it all between the two of you, the losses outweighing the victories (and by an overwhelming margin on her end too). Sheâs always the one to initiate, to set up, your thoughts already getting ahead with the same downward tilt of your head, hands caressing the fabric of her skirt, finding a familiar hold of her hips like one would always do at the start of every slow dance.Â
Of course you stay silent, blinking. âWell- Haewon, Iâve got no other choice but to hear you ramble all about them, since itâs my job.âÂ
âYou know most of them.âÂ
âLike you said: most.âÂ
Haewon rests herself into you, the lines of tape gradually coming undone. The scent of her shampoo hits your nose a little bit harder this time, her palms sliding up across your chest again. She innocently tilts her head up, parting her lips; tiny, rosy, and dangerously inviting. You have no other thought filling your mind but to lift her up and capture her all to yourself.Â
Her lips are like putty - easy to form and mold into the shape that you like. But you pull yourself back, a last line of defense before her eyes and hands have their own say. âCould you say that this is a choice too?âÂ
âHm.â She tilts herself upwards into the line of your neck, each quick kiss sending both your heart and mind into echelons higher than cloud nine, melting with every touch until she has your head in between her palms, holding you gently. The blinks she gives are slow, and her breath hitting your face leaves you to your own devices. âWhat you do with me is always a choice.âÂ
You retreat for a moment, pulling yourself far away where you can, Haewonâs body still within reach in your arms, forming a wall of air between the space of your chest and hers. âI feel like what we do is already risky as it seems, no? Sure, we see each other on a regular basis, deal with what needs to be done with the day, talking to clients, making sure things are right for the events, going back and forth with no definite pause in between.â Didnât matter if she was out of the country or mere inches away from you, sheâs always about work it seems - like that was the only mode programmed in her mind. âMore often than not, Iâm treating what damage is done which usually ends up with a few bottles of beer and donât even get me started on how bad of a lightweight you are-âÂ
âUh, rude.â Haewon pays no attention to you. Her thumb grazes your cheek again, and you canât help the way that youâre leaning into her touch, once realizing that what you said might be too much. You feel your head being reeled in lower and lower, until you feel the tip of her nose hit the cuff of your ear. âBut youâre not wrong, and Iâm sorry that you have to put up with me that way.âÂ
Nodding was something that you always used to acknowledge her opinions or thoughts, and it isnât any different here.Â
However, your hands are playing a different role: traversing their way into the two small divots below the small of her back, resting just right above her ass. Sheâs getting herself more and more comfortable, undoing the first three buttons of her shirt, inviting you to dive into the new opening. You keep on gazing into her slightly swollen lips, studying at how quickly her tongue wets the bottom part, and you draw another swift inhale past your teeth before answering, âThereâs no need for you to apologize, especially to me.â
Haewon keeps on pulling the undone tie, the knot basically nonexistent the more she pulls down, eventually sliding it out of your collar and onto the floor. She gives it a quick glance when it pools over her feet and yours, and her lapin eyes land on yours again, bottom lip captured between her teeth. âI just feel bad, you know? And part of me thinks that itâs only a matter of time until youâve had enough and want to-âÂ
You shut her up before she keeps up the self-lament, meshing her lips against yours, wanting her to be persuaded in a different manner - one with less words and more actions.Â
Drawing back, âYouâre not getting rid of me that easily. And even if I ever had the chance to, Iâd straight up say no.âÂ
âLook at you, so easygoing.â
âI-âÂ
âAt some point,â she breathes, ghosting her face over yours, tugging on that want for you to chase after. âIâd thought youâd give up on forgiving me.âÂ
âFor?âÂ
âAnything, really.â Haewon answers admittedly. âWhether itâs here or in the office, you have that same look in your eyes, the one filled with sorrow. It hurt me a bit.âÂ
Maybe right now would be the time to remind her that what sheâs thinking is nothing but complete bullshit.Â
So you lean down again, and pull her close. Another snapshot taken in the back of your mind.Â
Two years is a long time. Two years of the same routine over and over, of working with her, unwinding after the long hours hidden away from everyone else, watching her work herself down to the bone, doing all of these things as if sheâs going to die in the next five seconds if she doesnât keep going. Sheâs rising to every occasion that she can, moving so fast that you canât even bear to keep up with her. Youâd admire from a distance, in awe, all while youâre at her right-hand side, unwilling to say anything to her. Obviously when she needed to get her mind off of something, or everything for that matter, she wasnât the kind of person to be upfront about what she wants and let you read into the signs. Luckily, youâve always noticed at a glance, and even if she isnât the one to puff out her lips and kiss you first. No. Never. Thatâs a luxury thatâs reserved for you and only you. Because all it takes is one look into your eyes, and the way sheâs broken you down like this, sheâs very aware of what your downfall is: her.Â
All of this is a continuation of a growing culmination, her own personal anthology sprouted from her brain, one which youâve caught wind of gradually.Â
When youâre kissing into her again, hard, you start to feel everything around you collapse. Itâs in the way that she smiles against your lips, matching every curve you give her - itâs amazing, and you could write poems of all the good things about Haewon - youâre reminded again and again how out of all the moments in the high achieving days and miserable nights, these instances feel just right. Sheâs drawing air into her nose, grazing your cheek, never wanting to pull each other away; until youâre sucking the oxygen out of each otherâs mouths that leaves the both of you suffocating a bit. Itâs all foolish, maybe just a bit, and to hell with the consequences awaiting you at the end of the bridge, because she knows that sheâll be in a safe place as long as itâs with you.Â
The arch in her back rises, and youâre clinging tighter into her smaller frame, shoulder bunching up next to her neck, making it easier for you to hold. You can tell her breaths and hums are getting desperate, her own little mess up the more she melts into you.Â
Youâre not helping her in this situation, and it definitely isnât the first time youâve done this to her. Sheâs hooking her arm well around your neck, the only line of support while youâre taking care of the rest, letting her wrists fall slack as you keep on your loving siege on her lips.Â
Sheâs had a rough one this week. A red eye flight back from a fashion week, an entire day of going to ten different locations with one of her top clients, then thereâs the whole incident with Bae and Sullyoon back to back. Amongst all of those things, youâd wish that youâd sweep her away for just a second and take her mind off from all the pressures and stress (and you definitely wished you didnât wait until now to finally do it).Â
âMmmm,â Haewon lets her voice rumble in her throat, tightening her grip in the back of your collar, signaling you to pull away. When you do, her eyes pool into yours, shimmering pupils working overtime to map out the lines of your face. You could feel the heat from her cheeks grow warmer. Her eyes cross for a second. She lets her head go crestfallen, pulling this one smile, her simplest smile, the rarest one she could ever have that not a lot of people have had the pleasure of seeing. The gentlest and most genuine one that she could have, it sells the whole thing to you. Despite her tough shell, you realize that sheâs one of the rare few that sends your heart flipping, every time sheâs got your guard lowered - exactly in the way like this - itâs impossible to ignore the outshining tempts when all of your inhibitions are at their lowest.Â
Her head goes one side, and then the opposite, âI donât expect you to forgive me for this.âÂ
Todayâs been one of those days. Youâre tired, even beyond tired. If she didnât come with you, the bed wouldâve been full by now. Two years of the on and off and the off and on, itâs draining. You donât say anything, as always. Instead, you swoop down beneath her thighs and carry her, taking her lips all to yourself.Â
She hums this heavenly noise when you press her against the wall, her legs hooking to a familiar spot where it hasnât been in a while. Some of the buttons in her shirt come more undone not to your knowledge, but you play the counterpart when tending to the clip and zipper of her skirt. Luckily your body can work in two places at once, returning your focus to Haewonâs face, a sweep of her tongue over your bottom lip.Â
The pressure to her waist is not too little nor too much, but just the right amount of press when your leg plays this momentary support underneath her legs, helping her slip out of her shirt while she does the same to you. Almost like youâre opening the pages of a book you finished reading, but flipping through to a certain part like the untouched skin of her chest with her simple black bra playing as the final back line of garments waiting to be discarded. She does that part all by herself, indulging on the breadth of her collarbone, forcing her to bite down a soft moan.Â
Haewon here isn't one to play nice. Thereâs a bit of a tug-of-war going on with your mouths until you gnaw on her lips a bit too hard, wanting you to do that again the way her face is chasing after yours. But her eyes find their place in line again, gaze softening - youâre cursing at yourself because of how beautiful she looks like this. Sheâs always been one to have a heart of steel, create that dam covering her fragile trust, her arms wrap you in her embrace, eyes hinting at a sign of concern. The flame in your heart has gone cold, but sheâs always been the one fanning the fire back to life.Â
When you let her down gently, back sliding against the smooth drywall, her arms shift over her head - opening up the area of her midriff to see, to feel. Your palms have never felt anything smoother until theyâre slipping the skirt off from her hips, curling over the waistband of her underwear and she fills the open space between your mouths, âfix me up baby, please.âÂ
Most of her solid-colored panties get caught between your knuckles, skating down her thigh - youâre hunting, searching, till you reach that empowering heat between her thighs. You could feel the top part of her forearm press firmly on the nape of your neck while one of her shoulder blades drags itself against the wall behind her.Â
A drag up, then down across her folds, and she rasps.Â
You get a finger in, maybe two just to test, feeling her body tense and grasp and hook onto anything within her reach. Little by little, piece by piece, Haewonâs gradually reduced to these mere meeked noises and hums the more your hands and lips begin their grand assault across the fine canvas of her body. The wetness consumes your fingers, and your mouth increasingly gets greedy as youâre nibbling away at the firm mound of her now exposed breasts, her bra gone in one swift move, mind focusing on too many feelings all at once.Â
Her head lolls up and over, opening up the left side of her neck for you to take, gasping. She canât stop squirming in place, and youâll deal with that soon enough. âI love your hands,â she sighs. âGod, you sure know how to satisfy a woman.âÂ
Your brain is working on the clock, finding all of the niche places and spots on her body to get her needy for more, and sheâs playing spectator, the pad of your tongue swipes upward at the midline of her chest, capturing the hard bud of her nipple between your thumb and index, twisting without a care of her quick pain.Â
Haewon gets both of her hands around your head, pulling you up from drowning beneath her neck, showering your face with kisses, forehead pressing against yours, âHappy with your reward?âÂ
Youâll give credit where itâs due. You hate how intoxicating she is with the snarky remarks and fast banter, but you love how simple she is to break down - send her mind into a downward spiral. She could let you ruin her life, and it would be the same for you.Â
It takes a moment too long to consider, your brain is running through the playbook of all the moves and positions you could have her in, which spot in your house would be the most ideal place to simply just bend her over and tear her insides apart until she wonât be able to walk or think straight. A woman like her: clothes pooled and scattered everywhere at her feet, swollen lips and tattered skin just waiting to be ruined.Â
Haewon knows you well, where all she has to do is say something to snap your attention back to her: âHow do you want me?âÂ
Sheâs selfish, thereâs no denying that. Though, she doesnât really care what you think when sheâs kissing you shamelessly once more, smushing and smacking her lips across your face, letting her have her way and to sink into her body again. But here is where she forgets, another callback of the few other times she got too ahead of the curve too soon-Â
âI think I find you to be prettier when youâre like this,â you tell her, quickly sinking down to your knees moving her thighs over your shoulders; get your face close to that warm, delightful fountain between her thighs when you lift her up from the floor, holding her there.Â
-to realize that you too, are also selfish in your own accord; at some point, thereâs a time to prove who has what between the two of you, and the sigh of acknowledgment slipping out of her lips gives just enough that youâre doing something right.Â
It all couldâve gone wrong for Haewon at any given point in the time youâve been working with her. All it took was a few mishaps both in and out of her control and she wouldâve snapped. In those dire times of need, she had you. Whether itâd be your mouth or your fingers, the way you settle into these well-practiced strokes of your tongue and cock, and she loves to travel down the little rite of passage when you shut her up with a palm on her mouth or a hand to her throat. She knows that you have your limits, and itâs all in her cards for when sheâs able to unshackle you from your common sensibilities. A hand is raked into your hair as youâre shifting your head closer and closer, until your breath starts to blanket her leaking entrance, awaiting for your arrival.Â
Thereâs a few mumbles spilling out of her lips when you gently kiss her folds, brush your nose right up against her clit, to where her head bucks forward, giving an unintentional style of wispy bangs the more your mouth starts to scoop up the mess that youâve created. Her hips buck and jerk, pressing your head deeper into her quivering pussy lips, wanting to get that ache so much faster than intended.Â
âGod, yes baby- right there,â is all she says, and she can barely manage to prop her head upright when you look up from below.Â
A chuckle leaves your nose, arming a coy smile before you carry on your attention onto her swollen clit, sucking and teasing on it shamelessly until you start to feel the insides of her thighs shake against your ears, digging her nails deep into your scalp.Â
âIs this what you wanted?â you ask, feeling the pressure of Haewonâs legs crushing your skull from within. âLooks like youâve been pent up for a while now, no?âÂ
Haewon digs a heel into your back, making you secure the tops of her thighs with your fingers, hitting her head back on the wall. âAmong other things.âÂ
âReally.â You reply flatly, giving her another swift lick of your tongue into her aching cunt, her slick pooling across the wet pad. âBecause judging how your bodyâs reacting, youâve been wanting me badly since the last time.âÂ
âSounds perfectly right.âÂ
She loses that hefty persona pretty damn quickly when youâre diving into her pussy again, stifling a moan, grinding her hips into your head, wanting you to keep on licking until sheâs had enough (spoiler alert: she hasnât.) âDo tell me more,â youâre telling her, smacking your lips to the heat, âif youâre able to, of course.âÂ
âSeriously. Fuck you.âÂ
âSays the one whoâs technically my boss.âÂ
âNot when itâs after hours Iâm not.âÂ
âWhat are you implying?âÂ
Haewonâs eyes squint a bit, trying to keep focus, doubling down on the indulgence of your tongue over her folds. Her face is in a rosy shade of pink, similar to when sheâs usually drunk - but this shade however, youâd prefer to see her more in. âStop pretending to play dumb. I know you can read between the lines here.âÂ
âAnd what if I want to be oblivious for once? Like in every situation that weâre in while at work?âÂ
âYouâre not, ah-âÂ
Youâre not giving her any chance to breathe here. She doesnât deserve it. And when you lather her pussy up in your spit, itâs less than an act of mercy, helplessly whining at the harshful gnawing youâre doing to her poor cunt - itâs what she wants, and she has no one to blame for making you like this but herself.Â
âIf youâre not my boss during these hours, then what are you?â You inquire.
âIâll be anything but your boss. Is that what you wanted to hear?âÂ
Thatâs all the confirmation that you needed, forcefully plummeting her down to her inevitable demise. You feel the muscles in her thighs clench in shock from the unexpected anticipation, biting down her shriek the more you dive into the endless depths of her entrance, satisfying that want that you and her so desperately wanted.Â
âOh,â Haewon sighs out as some epiphany. But the moment of relief washes over her in no time, her layers folding. Collapsing. Her entire body wiggles in this circular motion. âOh.âÂ
The heavenly chorus of her mewls fill your ears when youâre cementing your pace, wreaking havoc between her thighs. Sheâs still got her hand gripping the back of your head, the other flat on the wall. Her stomach bucks and folds at the weight of your tongue, moving your head around in different directions to make sure that youâre hitting every spot with the right approach. The pleasure is building in all of the right places, and you can feel the curl of her toes on your back, ensuring that youâre doing the exact job as her personal toy. âFuck. Right there, right there.âÂ
It only increases the flood by tenfold. Sheâs spilling more and more you kiss, swirl, nibble, and tease - doing everything you can to make sure she reaches that unimaginable peak first. âYouâre so good. Youâre so so good. Baby- donât stop, oh my god-âÂ
Haewon canât help herself here, leaning her back deeper into the wall and dragging her hips outward, keeping both legs on your shoulders to the best that she can, unable to let up with the bucks and jolts her hips are making into your face. Every quick rush of air past her teeth only holds so much until she starts to feel her stomach bunch up in knots.Â
âT-tongue, dear. Oh jesus, youâre so good at- fuck!â she yelps, the tailends of her breaths tattered in these hushed moans, picking up in volume the more you slurp up her pussy to your heartâs content. âAlmost, almost.âÂ
Youâre well aware of the fact that Haewon is one of the main catalysts when it comes to operating her job. Sheâs second to none. The standard. The spearhead. Sheâs got one of the most sizable clienteleâs for a reason. But the jaws of work can consume anybody in this climate, no matter how on top or perfect they can be. It would only be a matter of time for the fatigue to get to her - and with the recent events happening around the office, it did just that. Everyone needs a break from time to time, and sheâs no different here. A tongue laps up one spot past the clit, thereâs a nibble of her swollen folds between your teeth, and here is where you step up to the role of ensuring that Haewon gets her much deserved intermission here.Â
âRight there, Iâm gonna-ah! -umming,â Haewon wails, failing to let up with the oral assault on her quivering cunt, her cries filling up your ears, the muscles of her legs locking your back in place, fingers tugging the roots of your hair. âCumming. Iâm fucking cumming.â
These puppy eyes you do to look up, she gazes down, bottom lip still stuck to her teeth as her expression tears, coming down from her needed stress relief. You stay the course in holding her steady, taking account of the lingering twitches and tensions of muscle her body does.Â
And not long after, you finally let her down from the wall. Her arms slither around the familiar profiles of your back, lazily planting her lips onto your skin again - Haewon wants another taste of you. Itâs also kind of cute how her toes stack up on top of your feet, prompting you to lead the way into the bedroom while sheâs closely tethered to you.Â
âLove it. Love it so much.â Haewon sighs out, half-lidded eyes caught in your vision. âLove it when you make me cum like that.âÂ
Itâs one of the few moments where she doesnât expect a response from you, because itâs already true.Â
Above everything, you carry on with your steps as Haewonâs lips continue to spell out these hushed curses - all the things that she wants you to do to her - her fantasies, the praises, what she likes you doing and what she wants to do to you with the intent of returning the favor. Her figure is so light in your hands and on your feet, limbs loose enough to bend and twist, a marked up canvas ready for another brush-to-paper moment.Â
Gravity here does itâs own thing when she falls backward onto the mattress of your room, her arms doing this natural reflex of going above her head, carving up these unbelievable curves in real time to where her back is off the comforters and her left foot is inching up against her inner right thigh. This image alone was enough for you to mindlessly slip out of your pants and underwear, eyes fixed on Haewon rolling her body: belly facing down, back up, her knees dig deep into the sheets, the upper half stretching a bit while her lower half rises up past your thighs, rounding out her hips.Â
Her knees spread wider across the sheets and her back dips, you think - just a bit, and the look she does over her shoulder is the right amount of lethality. You donât even flinch when she manages to get her fingers onto the length of your cock, telling you the only thing she wants you to do:Â
âTake this cock and fuck me.âÂ
Youâd follow her words no matter what.Â
Like a sirenâs call out in the sea, the sound of Haewonâs voice comes off as this daring risk where the mind starts to slowly reduce itself around her hand, languidly pumping you to the point where the urge to rip the fun out of her is impossible to ignore.Â
âIâve always wondered,â she starts to say.Â
You lean down to shower a few kisses to her neck, fingers sliding up to her waist, pressing for a firm hold while an airy giggle passes her lips.Â
âHow long have you dealt with me? Being like this?Â
âWhere would I even start?â You hunch over with a trail of kisses down her lower back, cupping the swell of her ass while noting that most of her slick has spread past the underside and to the back of her thighs. âI donât even remember who made the first move back then.âÂ
Haewon reaches out for one of your pillows, setting it between her arms and chest, âIâm sure it was you, or maybe it was me. Maybe-âÂ
A wistful gasp stops her from talking when you slowly press your cock into her leaking pussy, lips slicked up and inviting between those lovely thighs of hers. You drink in the sight of the grip she has around your length as you continue to ease yourself into her, keeping it together poorly before the heat and her pulse gets to your head.Â
âMaybe what?â you tell her, attempting to bring back her train of thought from fleeing away.Â
This girl whoâs backside is arched so high up in the air and stomach buried deep into the sheets looks over her shoulder again, eyes filled with tension - a fire blazing beneath the irises. âMaybe- you were just oblivious about the signals I was sending you, but now that weâre here, I guess you can say that you made the curve.âÂ
âI wonât deny anything here-â Everything about this is the reality, anyway. You drag and push yourself into the fluttering heat of her second pair of lips. Her body is so responsive in the wants and needs just from the wetness alone, but she knows that youâre not easy to take. âThat was an argument I lost a while ago.âÂ
Your hips flush with Haewonâs and she whines, shoving her face into the pillow set in front of her as she relaxes into the stable pace. A simple yank of her waist back to your thighs serves the only preamble, the quick groan ripped out of your chest, that rush of wanting this tightness and addicting feeling more and more.Â
âRight?â Youâre asking again, meshing her hips with yours, leaning forward and down to the nape of her neck. Sighs joining together in an impromptu chorus, âIâm not denying you winning me over.âÂ
Haewonâs hands here go a bit haywire, shooting up and out. One of them comes to grips with the comforter beneath her. You watch her body move, ass rippling through every pump back into her cunt. âYeah, but you-âÂ
Her head then dips down into the pillow again, writhing in the twists left and right. You catch yourself hobbling over her upper body once more, lip trapped to your teeth. âYou said âyeahâ. Letâs keep it that way.âÂ
A gradual rhythm gets developed here, taking in every wonderful inch of Haewonâs dripping cunt, shaft picking up more and more slick with ease in every passing stroke. Sheâs so wonderfully tight around your length, molding to your cock like itâs the missing piece that makes her feel complete, and whole. Thereâs an attempt to level herself parallel to the mattress, but you donât give her any kind of luxury whatsoever, pushing down on the small of her back that deepens the arch, nudging your cockhead down further past the threshold of her calefaction.Â
Youâre blinking, youâre believing, and youâre pretty much swearing to the heavens above at the thought out realization that Haewon was meant to be yours - like she was made for only you. Sheâs in the right position, taking you at just the right angle, all sensibilities hanging on a singular thread. Every hit spills out a quick phrase of pants, watch her struggle in keeping her head upright, a slacking neck in response with the consistent slaps of your hips into hers.Â
Her slick creates these scattered strings across the skin - not only to the tops of your thighs, but to her ass as well, the sound of her moans bouncing off the walls once they start to rise up a bit in volume.Â
âFucking-â and itâs right at this moment, where she sounds relieved, it all comes down with a firm grind of her teeth, âfuck.âÂ
âYeah?â You hum.Â
âItâs so-â the blowback of your cock into her cunt becomes a little too much to bear, âitâs so fucking good.âÂ
Youâre holding her in place, right at the hips, the unbelievable form of her ass rocking back and forth with every shift of motion caused by you. The low light of your humidifier works its hours on the nightstand, illuminating the comfy and watered colors onto her skin. Sheâs drenched in this soft honey shade, laying ruin of the pale sheets on her knees and elbows - face gazing to the window, proffering up these listless praises to fill up your head.Â
The thing is: this isnât the first time that you and her were like this. Thereâs an absolute certainty that someone living in either the floors above or below your room has heard everything thatâs happened within these walls. Surely someone minding their own business walking along the sidewalk outside has seen Haewonâs gorgeous tits pressed up against the glass, her face full of rapture and pleasure - not having any sense of respect or decency to keep it in the room. You remember railing her poor pussy out on the balcony one time; and that was an issue for the landlord to bring up the following day, but neither you nor her really cared.Â
What really mattered here, was fucking her brains out. Easy as that.Â
âFuck, fuck, fuck, fuck! Oh my god-âÂ
Every word thatâs punctuated out of her lips starts to collapse on top of each other, the impact of your thrusts siphoning the last bits of air trapped in her lungs. She isnât making her condition any better, suffocating herself deep into the pillow, hoping to drown out the wet noises of her cunt slipping your cock in with refined precision. This choking grip is more dangerous than her hands, her hitched breaths are in no comparison to your labored huffs, slowing your movements with one forceful drive in, a massage of her asscheeks here, another drag and thrust back into her tight cunt, and a playful slap to her ass, tainting the slick skin in red.Â
âBaby, your fucking cunt,â you hiss. âJesus christ.âÂ
A whiny âmhm-â is all you manage to get out of Haewon, breaking underneath your weight. Her ass is still facing up, face shoved into the pillow, nicking her neck up for air, fucking her down the curve of her spine. âOh my goodness. You got it so deep. Hit me hard. Please, and I swear to fuck - ngh-âÂ
Youâre groaning, increasing the sway of your hips into hers, âSo fucking tight.â Haewonâs hands manage to find yours, holding the swell of her ass together, moving her body the opposite direction away from you, meeting the impact down the middle which sends your balls lightly tapping the nub of her clit. She knows that youâve been working a bit too much for your own sake, so she goes on ahead and has her own fun, fucking herself back onto your cock, the recoil alone enough for you to just freeze on your knees and take it.Â
âSâthat feel good?â she asks innocently.
Spilling out another expletive, you angle your hips up as her ass comes crashing down.Â
âYouâre so hard for me,â Haewon continues, looking over with her body still pressed against the sheets, the left side of her face smiling at the sight of you trying to hold it together. âThis cock fits so well inside- jesus, ah- had to let yourself go for a bit, didnât you?âÂ
âIf you keep your hips moving with my hands tied, Iâm gonna fucking lose it.âÂ
The plot was already lost from the first dirty thought you had with her.Â
Her ass keeps your lower half in check, unknowingly moving through muscle memory while the walls of your room continue to reverberate the stuttering breaths and quick curses slipping out of both of your lips. Your hands hold still in tandem with her fingers and start to claw into your palms, pleasure spiking everywhere in her body, skin hot to the touch as the claps start to increase in tempo - the rate shifting to something more desperate, erratic.Â
âMy fucking god, shit!â She wails, her hands shooting down to her ass, spreading herself wider while you lock your eyes at the sight of your cock buried into her cunt becomes a whole lot more clearer now, âRight there baby, holy fuck- this cock is just-â Haewonâs demeanor is diminishing by the second, words and sighs tumbling over in loops, but the pitch in her whines hit a familiar key or tone, gradually crescendoing when she gives up in squirming between your fingers.Â
âPound my ass- yes, fuck- this dick is amazing.â Her head swivels up before ducking below into the open cavity of her chest and arms, sucking in her stomach with whatever strength she has left, âGive me more,â sheâs panting, head spinning and spinning like a ceiling fan, âGive it to me. I need more-âÂ
Thereâs not much left for you to take other than the stray tit thatâs captured into your hand when you hunch yourself over her again, lift the upper half of her body upwards so that sheâs in line with yours, entrapping that heat away from the cool air, trembling. Your mouth is back to her ear again, eyes half-lidded, fingers moving around your neck while the warmth of her cunt starts to burn across your length - the new lane created where your cock slides into her that creates this sequence of events of her convulsing, shuddering, pulling her hips back with a sole purpose to just ruin her. Youâre hearing a slight wheeze out of her, maybe a sob too, the head of your cockâs hit a spot past her threshold where it literally makes her go stupid; mind and body into putty, exactly the way you like it.Â
Her fingers continue to hold tight, cunt clenching around your thick shaft when youâve finally got her past that edge. Thereâs a bit of a moment of pause when you and her are stacked on top of each other, exhaustion finally breaking through, coaxing her second orgasm as youâre keeping your cock warm inside of her, feeling her hips spaz out of control while you endure in fucking her poor, spent, pretty pussy. Both heels of her feet bend towards the backside of your thighs, pressing her waist into the mattress, sliding yourself out the tightness before teasing her with the half of your shaft.Â
âThere we go, Haewon. Iâve got you,â youâre telling her. The tone of your voice drowned out by the keening shattering through. âYouâre perfect. Cum over this cock, baby. You deserved it.âÂ
She keeps on sighing when she comes down from her second high, summoning this lazy grin while youâre peppering her face with kisses, an indication for a job well done. But she taps the top of your hand twice, resting at the crease of her hips - and the shimmy of her hips still embedded with your cock tells you only one thing:Â
âI wanna make you cum.âÂ
The insanity this woman has. It does something to you.Â
So you waste no time at all. Itâs enormously more than just a mess with how fucked up she is.Â
When you give her what she needs:Â flipping on her back was the way to go, yanking her hips back into yours until you see her eyes go wide at the sudden stroke before rolling up behind her head and past her eyelids - everything starts to fall into place with the way the back of her ankles hold your waist, which only leaves you with the sole choice of pounding her so fucking hard that youâd have to hook yourself into the arch of her back where sheâll have no where to go - itâs a position well practiced, your olâ reliable: firing your cock on all cylinders at a pace so inhuman until sheâs able to look you in the eyes and cast a spell for you to finish on her pretty face and leave her there with the damage when itâs all said and done - the assurance that youâll give her what she wants and have you craving for more - kissing you shamelessly like sheâll be stoned to a rock come the next day, and when youâre feeling the pit of your stomach open more and more, the muscles in your hips and legs moving and tensing in the midst of this sex-filled frenzy, there was only one instinct in your mind where it didnât take much to pump and dump your load inside her.Â
You can feel yourself getting close, head dizzying. âHaewon-âÂ
âI know, handsome boy,â she praises, pulling you so that your forehead touches hers, âcan feel you throbbing down there.âÂ
She lets out this airy laugh when you wince a bit, hands reined at the small of her back and bringing her waist in, the impact of your cock rebounds her body once the pace starts to decrease.Â
âFill me up, like you always do,â Haewon husks, voice barely a whisper in contrast to your hoarseness, âPut a baby in me.âÂ
Thereâs this sort of tension in the air along with your body, driving your cock deep into her, burying your cum into the crevices of her pulsing hotness. Haewon lets out a sigh of relief, telling you to keep cumming inside of her, feeling every hot thread of your release coating her slopped walls.Â
You can feel yourself get light-headed - the warmth alone, not to mention how wet and tight her pussy is still, a place where everything feels right - but the lust filled in your head starts to fade, blackened vision returning to normal; and before you know it, youâre coming back to earth.Â
Neither of you move a muscle. Instead, you lay there for a bit, taking in the dwindling time of exploring each otherâs bodies, holding yourselves together while your lips are conducting one final battle for that last dominance, the stench of sex and sweat still fresh and out to the open air.Â
Haewon manages to wrap both of her arms around your neck, kissing the slope of her neck and collarbone, scratching the back of your head, looking up to the ceiling with a lazy smile, one plastered with satisfaction. She taps your shoulder to grab your attention, but all you could come up with was a simple hum, which seemed to be enough for her.Â
âGo get me some lemons and water. I owe you a special something and a ride.âÂ
â
Morning rolls around not long after, and assessing the lay of the land of your living space with one eye open. Everything seems to be in their place, tv remotes, work bag next to the neighboring desk, and the singular cup on the counter next to the fridge. Another thing to note, Haewon already got a jump start to the day.Â
Youâre sliding across the floor with said singular cup being put into the kitchen sink, but with the other eye open now, you notice something at the corner of the kitchen island: a small box left open.Â
âI wonder what she has for me this time,â you say to yourself, examining the box which turned out to be a contraceptive tablet. A note also slips out with a card attached.Â
âTake today off. Iâll be coming over later. By the way, I hope you wonât get mad at me for snatching your little gift from Jiwoo. It was too cute for you to have sitting on your nightstand or coffee table, so I took it for myself.Â
p.sÂ
Donât worry about last night so much. I had everything thought out since our little âaccidentâ the first time. Canât really say the same thing with what I said, but you can choose to ignore itâŠor not ;â)
- Haewon
xo <3âÂ
The attached card flipped over showed the name of the gacha toy gifted to you. A justified reaction of sighing with rolled eyes and the shake of your head was pretty much the start of some days; but hey, at least the breaks are enjoyable.Â
âSleight of hand my ass,â you mutter, thumbing the small slip of paper in your fingers, âshe stole that from me.âÂ
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a/n: sending my special flowers to @majorblinks (i love you foreverrr <3), @passingnotions (for happily agreeing to poke around wherever in the draft), and @yieldtotemptation (to opening the floodgates with ur bae fic).
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On the Right Track
Pairing: Joel Miller x f!reader
Summary: You board the train to Chicago to find your sleeper cabin has been double booked.
Warnings: 18+, MDNI. No outbreak AU, meet-cute, forced proximity-ish, use of pet names (darlinâ, baby), oral sex (m&f), unprotected PiV. no use of Y/N.
a/n: the idea of getting âstuckâ in a sleeper cabin during a long ass train ride with Joel Miller rotted my brain. So, here I am dumping it onto you. I hope you enjoy it! big time thank you to @80ssong for the beta đ
word count: 5,442
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The wheels of your suitcase emit a low, steady rumble as you drag it behind you, weaving through the crowd rushing past in the opposite direction. You're stopped short when one of the wheels gets caught in a crack in the concrete train platform. You breathe out a huff of frustration, "Goddammit!" and try to shimmy your suitcase loose.
You can't miss your train; youâve been looking forward to this trip for the last year, another check on your âtravel the country by trainâ bucket list. Mercifully, the wheel shakes loose, and you resume your quickened pace. Even with the extra time you allowed yourself to pack and get ready this morning, you didnât account for the rush hour traffic. One of the many perks of working from home is not dealing with that nonsense. If only you had left your house 15 minutes earlier. You hate feeling rushed when you travel. A booming voice from the PA system bellows, âFinal boarding call for Texas Eagle! ALL ABOARD!â
Shit! You pick up the pace; quick steps turn into a jog to make your train. Youâre out of breath by the time you approach the entrance of your sleeper car. The conductor takes notice of your struggle, grabs your suitcase, and assists you up the steps. You navigate through the hallway of the sleeper car to find your cabin, your breath slowly returning to normal.
This trip from Austin to Chicago is over twenty-eight hours, so sparing the extra expense of a sleeper cabin was a no-brainer. You scan each door as you pass, looking for cabin 101. When you reach the correct door, looking forward to sitting and relaxing after your cardio session, you swing it open to find your cabin is not empty.
It has been two months since Sarah moved to Chicago for school. Joel has had a hard time adjusting to an empty nest. He's been able to occupy his time by taking on contracting jobs on the side and putting in more overtime. The extra money he's been able to bank has allowed him to take a week off work to visit Sarah.
Since childhood, heâs wanted to travel by train to see more of the country and for the experience. Due to the length of the trip and his back, he decided to spring for a sleeper cabin with some of his extra cash. Thankful he won't have to worry about engaging in awkward conversation with a chatty seatmate in one of the passenger cars.
Joel wasn't sure what to expect with train travel, so he arrived at the station an hour before departure. He was able to board and settle into the cabin without issue. He's in the middle of texting Sarah to let her know he boarded the train when the cabin door abruptly swings open.Â
You're surprised to see someone in your cabin. You double-check the number on the doorâs plaque, compare it to your ticket, and look suspiciously at the annoyingly handsome, broad-shouldered man sitting on the bench seat, who looks equally perplexed. You booked a solo sleeper. What is this guy doing here?Â
âUm, there seems to be a mistake. I had booked this as a solo sleeper.â
âYeah, I did too,â Joel sighs, âpaid a pretty penny for it.âÂ
You ask to see his ticket and see that heâs been assigned the same cabin number as you. Well, isnât this your luck? You huff in annoyance, lean past the threshold into the corridor, and spot the conductor checking passenger tickets. He approaches when you grab his attention with a friendly wave. Hopefully, this is an unfortunate mix-up and can be resolved quickly.Â
âWelcome aboard the Texas Eagle. How can I help you, maâam?â
âHi, um," trying to shake out any annoyance in your voice, "There seems to be a mix-up. Our tickets are for cabin 101, but we booked a solo cabin separately.â
The conductor asks to see your tickets. He twitches his jaw in concentration as he looks over both tickets. He excuses himself to consult with the chief conductor. His return ends the twenty minutes of awkward silence between you and this handsome stranger, where avoiding eye contact felt like a full-time job.
âThank you for your patience. Unfortunately, our sleepers have been overbooked for this trip. We apologize for the inconvenience." You and Joel sigh in unison, "I can move one of you to a passenger car, or you could share this cabin, and Amtrak will compensate you for the error.â
Joel looks up at you with a raised eyebrow. He studies your face to gauge which option you're leaning toward. Moving to a seat in the passenger car is not appealing to him, but if you were not keen on sharing a sleeper with a stranger, heâd concede. He wouldnât want to make you feel uncomfortable. But if heâs honest with himself, he would be disappointed. You are a beautiful woman, and he wouldnât mind getting to know you better, even if it is not under ideal circumstances.
You take a few minutes to consider your options. Shifting your eyes around the cabin, trying to avoid Joelâs gaze. A seat in the passenger car is the least desirable of the two options. Fortunately, the cabin has two beds, so itâs not a total loss. There are far worse things than being stuck in a sleeper cabin with an attractive stranger. Youâre a pretty good judge of character; he has kind eyes, and he hasnât given off any creepy vibes in the brief time you've been in his presence. Could this be one of those meet-cutes you see in your favorite rom-coms?Â
Joel waits patiently for you to make the final call. You glance at him and then back at the conductor. âIâm fine with sharing the cabin.â
âSounds good. Again, weâre so sorry for the inconvenience. Please donât hesitate to let me know if you need anything.âÂ
When the conductor departs, you move further into the cabin and take in the cramped space. You start to lift your bag into the overhead bin, and Joel notices your struggle. He springs up from his seat to assist you. "Let me help ya there."
You feel the warmth of his body pressed against you as he lifts his arms above you. When he shoves your suitcase into the bin, you inhale his scent, a mix of fresh soap, sandalwood, and mint. You feel heat travel up your neck and hope he doesnât notice.
Joel steps back when the bag is secured in the bin, and the vestiges of his warm body begin to cool on your back. A sense of disappointment washes over you. You liked the way his body felt against you. He felt safe. Â
When you turn around, you're met with his extended hand, and he introduces himself, âIâm Joel.â
You take his hand, so large it swallows yours, and introduce yourself with a firm handshake.
âItâs a pleasure to meet you. Sorry, it had to be under these circumstances.â
âYou tââ The jolt of the train cuts you off as it lurches forward and throws you off balance and into Joelâs broad chest.Â
He grabs at you, careful not to place his hands anywhere inappropriately to keep you upright. Youâve now felt his sturdy form from your back and front sides, and itâs unnerving. You stare down at the dated carpet as you try to gain your composure before you look up at him shyly, âSorry about that. Thank you.â
âItâs no problem at all.â
You return a soft smile and nod as you move to sit down. The morning's events have you completely frazzled, and you hope you can finally relax. You settle into your seat and pull out your book, locating the dog-eared page where you left off. The cabin is quiet except for the rumble of the train and the occasional announcement of the next stop, followed by its arrival. Neither you nor Joel was ready to cut through the silence just yet.
The tension of being in this tight space is distracting, and you're unable to focus on your reading. You peek up from your book and observe Joel. Heâs staring out the cabin window, watching the blur of the Texas landscape speed by with his chin resting on the heel of his hand. Itâs been a while since Joel has been out of Austin. He wants to see as much as possible during this ride.Â
You take in his profile. Admiring the strong, sharp jaw covered in a patchwork of dark scruff sprinkled with grey and a full mustache over a pair of pillowy lips. His furrowed brow sits atop a set of rich, chocolate eyes. Eyes that express a softness and warmth. You watch as the reflection of the country landscape flickers across his orbs. Shadows fall over the curve of his aquiline nose. It's as if the Romans chiseled his face out of travertine.Â
âIs everythinâ alright?!âÂ
You shake out of your haze at Joelâs inquiry. Busted. Youâve never been good at subtlety, so youâre not surprised heâs caught you staring.Â
âYeah, yeahâŠeverythingâs fine.â You clear your throat, trying to buy yourself some time to come up with an explanation for your ogling, âIâŠI was trying to remember if I locked my doors before I left this morning.â
Joel grins. He doesnât entirely believe you. Heâs pretty sure he caught you staring at him. It felt nice. A sense of pride that a woman as beautiful as you would give him the time of day. âOh, I know that feeling.â
You nod in response, and the silence returns as you resume your activities. The tension thickens as the awkwardness continues for a couple more stops. A silent internal debate over who would break the silence first wars between you. Unable to bear it any longer, you finally squeak out, âSo, whatâs in Chicago?â
Joel is surprised by the question, not the question itself, but that you were more confident than him to break the silence. âMy daughter, Sarah, sheâs at Northwestern.â
âOh, wow, thatâs impressive.â You see Joel light up with pride at your praise.Â
âYeah, Iâm not sure where she gets it. Certainly not from me.â Joel scoffs.
You let out a short laugh. Not fully believing his self-deprecation. You've only known him briefly, but Joel strikes you as a smart guy.
Joel continues, âI havenât seen her since she left for school two months ago. I canât wait to see her.â
Joelâs excitement is palpable. His smile reaches his eyes as he talks about his daughter. My god, this man is handsome. You're not sure how you'll survive the rest of this trip, sharing a cabin with him.
âAnd how about you?â Joel inquires, âWhatâs the reason for your trip?â
âItâs kind of silly.â You flash Joel a sheepish smile. âIâve always wanted to travel the country by train. I have taken a different route each time for the last few years. Only eight more to go to hit all states! Itâs been a fun experience, and Iâve met many interesting people.âÂ
Joel is intrigued. "That doesn't sound silly to me."
He admires your independence and courage to travel on your own. Charming, beautiful, and a sense of adventure. Thereâs no way you could be single. But wouldnât they be on this trip with you if you had a significant other? He hesitates to ask but decides to go for it. âIs there anyone who would miss you while you're on this trip?â
A warmth spreads up your neck, reaching your cheeks. You answer Joel bashfully, âIf my silver pothos counts, thenâŠyes.âÂ
Joel huffs a laugh. His confidence grows with the confirmation that you're single. âDarlinâ, thatâs a shame. You seem like a real catch.âÂ
Could this be happening? Is this annoyingly handsome and charming man showing an interest in you? Darlinâ? Youâve been in Texas long enough to know âdarlinââ is used as frequently as âmaâam.â But this sounds different. Maybe you are experiencing a real-life meet-cute. It's been a year since you and your ex broke up. Youâve had time to heal but havenât yet dipped your toe back into dating, but you'd be willing to take the plunge with this man.
Joel hasnât had a serious relationship in a while. He prioritized raising Sarah and growing his contracting business. Sarah has encouraged him to put himself out there and meet someone. She's worried about him alone at home now that sheâs off at school. Itâs been an adjustment for Joel, getting used to an empty nest. He misses the stomps of Sarahâs footsteps as she races down the stairs each morning, the sound of pop music blasting through the stereo in her room, and late nights on the couch watching Curtis and ViperâSarah falling asleep with her head on Joel's shoulder. Finding someone warm, caring, and beautiful to spend time with would be niceâsomeone like you.Â
As the train rolls on, you and Joel learn more about each other. Your comfort level and attraction to each other grow with each stop. You learn that he runs his own construction business with his brother. How heâs raised his daughter on his own, Sarahâs mother having left the both of them when she was still a baby. You tell him about your job and how it brought you to Austin. A place that is finally starting to feel like home.
Itâs been over ten hours since you rushed to board the train. Ten hours filled with embarrassing mishaps, awkward silences, and engaging conversation. Ten hours of proximity to one of the most gorgeous men youâve ever met. And ten hours later, he asks you to have dinner with him in the dining carâa date.Â
You could tell that Joel was nervous when he asked. It was sweet. His eyes focused on the carpetâs intricate pattern; his hand rubbed the back of his neck before he looked over at you. âWould you...would you like to have dinner with me?â
âIâd love to, Joel!âÂ
The food was pretty decent for being served on a train. If Joel plays his cards right, he might have a chance to take you on a proper dinner date without the rattling silverware. Joel admires you from across the table. He watches your fidgety fingers wrapped around the stem of your wine glass, rotating it in a circle on the white tablecloth.
You may still be nervous, but talking to Joel is easy. Heâs warm and confident, with a great sense of humor. You feel the attraction between you continue to grow. Youâve even caught his eyes land on your lips a few times. Â
Joel canât recall the last time he was on a proper date. He didn't last long on the dating app Sarah downloaded and set up his profile. After two weeks of confusion about which direction to swipe, easily bored by the rote introductory messages, he deleted it. He resigned that heâd have to meet someone in the wild. Did that even happen anymore? But here he is, with you, never imagined he would meet someone on the train. Grateful for the inconvenient cabin mix-up that led you to him.
Joel pays the tab, and you thank him for dinner with a kiss on his cheek. It was the best date youâve ever had. He grabs your hand and walks you back to your shared cabin. As you open the door, you feel Joelâs hand lightly pressed against the small of your back, his pinky teasing the waistband of your jeans. The warmth of his hand through your top sends a thrill up your spine. He guides you into the space and closes the door behind him.Â
Once the door is locked, his palms are at your waist to spin you around to face him. "You're so beautiful."
"You're not so bad yourself, handsome." Your palms pressed flat against him, feeling the warmth of his chest and the low beat of his heart pulsating through the soft cotton of his shirt.
Your breath quickens as his eyes map the delicate features of your face. He holds your gaze with his warm brown eyes, then trails down to your pillowy lips, returning to your eyes, seeking permission to kiss you. You grant it with a subtle nod, and he leans in; your heart pulsates with each inch he draws nearer. A needy moan emits from you as his lips finally press against yours. Soft, wet, warm. You invite him further with an open mouth and tease of your tongue along his lower lip. You've wanted to feel his lips against yours since he introduced himself.
His fingers toy with the hem of your shirt before he lifts it above your head and off. Discarded to the floor in one swift motion. He stares at your perfect tits caged in by black lace. He cups them gently in his palm while his index finger and thumb tweak your nipples to attention. A pleasurable hiss escapes your lips. His hands traipse down your supple skin until they reach your waist. With his fingers threaded in the belt loops of your jeans, his body looms large, and he guides you until the backs of your legs meet the bench.
He leans into you and seals your lips with his as his hands roam over the plane of your back. His fingers tease over the clasp of your bra, and he unfastens it in a swift motion releasing your tits from their lace confines. His other hand trails downward and slips into the back of your jeans, and squeezes your ass. Your body shudders at his grip.
He squats down to place his mouth over your tit. Kissing, licking, and sucking out sweet moans from you. His hands move to the front of your pants to unfasten them as he continues to distract you with his ministrations across your chest. In one pull, your bottom half is bare to him.
He nudges you gently to sit as he lowers to his knees; a creak of his joints echoes in the small room. His cock is painfully hard, pressing against the zipper of his jeans. He wraps his forearms around your thighs and pulls you in closer to his face. His sharp nose trails over your mound, and he inhales, moaning at your scent. He drapes your legs over his broad shoulders and lathes a slow swipe of his tongue through your folds, the tip brushing against your clit. "Fuck!" You manage to blurt out.
With a firm grip on your thighs, he continues to eat at you. He latches onto your clit and sucks, causing you to buck your hips into his face. Unphased, Joel continues his relentless pursuit of your pussy. He wants to lap up every drop of arousal that is leaking out of you. A strong desire to bring you over the edge with just his lips and tongue. He can feel you're close when your walls tighten around his tongue. Your breathy moans increase and become louder as he inches you toward your release.
Joel rises from the floor as you catch your breath. In a haze of euphoric bliss, you paw at his jeans, pleading for him to get undressed and switch places with you on the bench. "Joel," you whimper, "I need you inside me. Now."
With that, Joel hurriedly pulls off his shirt and strips his jeans and boxers in one fell swoop. He offers his hand to assist you up from the bench, legs still wobbly from your first orgasm. He sits down and pats one palm on his meaty thigh while the other lazily strokes his cock. "C'mere baby."
Eagerly, you situate yourself to straddle Joelâs lap, knees pressed against the back cushion. You tease kisses over his face and trail down to where his neck meets his shoulder. He moans when you leave a soft bite and then soothe the area with your tongue. You rub the wet folds of your pussy up and down his length, whimpering when the tip of his cock brushes against your clit.
A gasp escapes you when the head teases at your entrance, seeking further access. You slowly sink onto his cock until heâs fully sheathed inside your warm pussy. âFuck,â Joel exhales, âthis pussy is so fucking wet, just swallowing my cock.â
The vibration of the train as it moves over the tracks heightens the sensation as you bounce on his cock and he mouths at your tits. His thumb teases your bottom lip, and you suck the digit into your mouth, swirling your tongue around the salty tip. Desperate to make you come again, he removes his thumb and lowers his hand between your bodies. The pressure, as he circles your clit, ignites a fire in your core, bringing you closer to the edge. He can feel your pussy clench around his cock; he knows youâre close, âI need you to come, darlinâ.âÂ
With his permission, you explode around his length. Your head is thrown back in ecstasy, feeling confident you can be as loud as you want with the roaring drone of the train; you wail out his name. With your neck bare to Joel, he leans forward to lick a trail upwards to leave light nips along your jaw before his mouth overtakes yours in an all-consuming kiss.Â
You squeal when Joel stands up from the bench in one fluid motion, still inside you. His palms squeeze your ass, and your arms are tight around his thick neck, keeping you secure as he shuffles over to the fold-down table. He moves one of his arms to wrap around your back and gently lays you on the cold surface, leaning forward to place kisses across the valley between your tits. As he straightens, his hands tighten around your hips, pulling you closer to meet his thrusts, which begin at a steady pace.Â
Your desire for him is overwhelming. The need for him has you in a daze as your body shifts back and forth against the tabletop. âFuck me harder, Joel.âÂ
Joel doesnât need to be told twiceâhis speed quickens. The sound of his pelvis slapping into your ass reverberates around the small space. Your body is slick with sweat, and your mind is buzzing as your walls clamp around his length. The intense pleasure coils in your core, ready to snap. He watches your tits bounce in tandem with his thrusts, mesmerized by the heavy weight of them jostling back and forth.Â
âJoelâŠahâŠâ you spit out, âfuck!â
âI know, baby. I know.â
He gazes down in between your bodies, focused on where his cock meets your wet folds. Entranced by your pussy, lips stretched around his shaft coated in your arousal. âSheâs choking me, baby.â He breathes out, âSheâs so fucking tight. Perfect pussy taking me like a good girl.â
A cacophony of moans and grunts swirls around the two of you. Heâs on the precipice of his orgasm, but he needs you to come again for him. He needs to feel your walls spasm around him a second time. He leans forward to kiss you, whispers into your lips how beautiful you are wrapped around his cock, how gorgeous you look when you come. âGive me one more. Be a good girl for me, and give me one more.â
On his command, your walls flutter around him as your release takes over. Thighs shake as their grip tightens around his hips, and you cry out his name. âThatâs itâŠthatâs it.âÂ
He pulls out of you, hand wrapped around his base, and he strokes his cock, slick with your arousal. Grunting as he covers your mound and lower belly with his come. He collapses over you, kissing your cheeks and lips. âYouâre incredible. That was incredible.â
You can only respond with a nod and pull his face to yours for another blistering kiss.Â
While you clean up in the bathroom, Joel turns down one of the beds. No longer a need for two separate beds. You crawl under the covers to join him, back pressed against his chest. His arm wraps around your waist, and he pulls you in tight. His hot breath wafts against your neck before he peppers kisses along the column of your neck and down your shoulder. You relax into him with a low hum. Youâre quickly lulled to sleep by the beat of his heart and the drone of the train's movement along the tracks.
You wake up in Joelâs warm embrace, the sunâs rays leaking through the curtains. His fingers traverse your bare arm, easing you awake. "How'd you sleep, darlin'?" his gruff morning voice breaking into the space.
"Perfect. I had a furnace behind me that kept me nice and warm." You feel Joel smile against your hair.
You expected it would be awkward this morning, but everything felt right. Comfortable. Safe. Perfect. Like this was meant to be. You can't recall ever feeling this way about someone, especially not someone you've only known for little more than a day. Your mind wanders to the "what ifs," starting to get into your head about whether Joel feels the same. What if he doesn't? What then?
"Whatcha thinkin' about?" Joel interrupts your spiral.
"About how good this feels. How rightâŠhowâŠand how fucking terrifying that is."
Your hair rustles when Joel huffs a chuckle. "It does, and it is. But we can be terrified together. If you want?"
You turn in his arms to face him with a wide, beautiful smile. It squeezes at Joel's heart; his affection for you is overpowering. He's never felt this way with anyone. He'll be devastated if you say "no." Thankfully, you don't make him wait too long for your response. The seconds that have passed tormented him enough. He sweeps a loose tendril behind your ear and softly trails his palm down your cheek, fingertips teasing your jawline while he waits for your reply.
"I would love nothing more than to be terrified with you." you tease.
Joel smirks and tilts your face toward him with a finger under your chin. He presses his plush lips over yours. Teasing your seam with his tongue, pleading for entry. Your lips slot open, welcoming him into your mouth. Tangled tongues, heated breath, an all-consuming passionate kiss.
When he pulls away, the both of you desperately try to catch your breath. You feel his hardness against your thigh. Your soft hand wraps around his thickness, offering slow strokes and teases over the slit swirling the precum around the head with your thumb. Joel lets out a breathy moan and thrusts into your palm. You don't want to leave him without getting a taste of his cock, so you begin your descent down his firm chest leaving kisses in your wake. "Baby, you don't have toâŠ"
Your eyes meet his as your lips approach his cock. "I know. But I want to."
You wink as you take him in your mouth. His fingers weave through the hair at the back of your skull. Gently moving you further down his shaft, your nose brushing against the tuft of hair above his base. With the tip of his cock meeting the back of your throat, you delicately caress his balls in your palm.
"Fuck, baby," Joel grunts. "Yes, take it all. Your perfect lips wrapped around my cock. A goddamn dream."
At his praise and encouragement, you bob up and down his length. Swirling your tongue around the tip when you release him with a pop to catch your breath, only to return to a steady pace. His hands grip the root of your hair, and you feel his balls tighten in your hands. He's close. "Just like thatâŠthat's it. hnnnghhh, I'm going to come."
He tries to pull you off of him, but you take him even deeper with a strong grip on the back of his thighs. You want him to come in your mouth. Feel his warm seed spurt across your tongue. Lap up every drop, savor his taste, and swallow it down. You moan along his length, which reverberates up Joel's spine. His orgasm takes hold, and with a deep, guttural groan, his arousal pours into your mouth.
"Fuckin' hell, darlin'." You smile up at him, satisfied. He watches you as you wipe the corners of your mouth and suck the cum off the tip of your thumb with a moan. "You're amazing at that."
"Yeah?"
He pulls you up by your forearms until your face is level with his. His lips brush along the tip of your nose, to your cheeks, and then to your lips. Hovering over them with hot breath, "Yeah," he nods and seals your lips with his, tasting himself on your tongue.
He breaks the kiss with a smirk, "SoâŠhow about a second date?"
You laugh into his shoulder. Still unbelieving that all of this happened. "Absolutely. Just don't expect me to put out."
He responds with a booming laugh. You could get used to this sound. "I would never," as he squeezes you into him and kisses your forehead.
After you both are dressed, you settle in together on the bench to spend the last hours of the trip as close to each other as possible. Your back against the wall and legs strewn over his thighs. His thumbs circle your calves in a soothing motion as you read your book in contented silence. You didn't get to read as much as you wanted, but you're not complaining.
The trainâs PA system crackles, âLast stop, Chicago.âÂ
You look at Joel apprehensively, the realization that this time is quickly coming to an end. He squeezes your hand reassuringly as you both move to stand. Joel pulls your bag out of the bin and insists on carrying it off the train for you. You both walk through the narrow hall, you in front, because âladies first.â When you glance over your shoulder, you catch Joel staring at your ass. You tease with a coy smile and a wink, âEyes up here, Joel.âÂ
You watch as a smirk grows into a sly grin across his face, the dimple on his right cheek making an appearance along with a glint in his eyes. Fuck, youâre in trouble.
As you exit the train, the conductor gives you both a knowing look with the tip of his hat. Your cheeks heat with embarrassment. Joel wraps his arm around your waist, pulling you into his side, and plants a kiss on your temple.
Joel freely gives this PDA while completely unaware that his daughter is watching it all transpire from afar. She arrived at the station early because she was so excited to see her dad, not expecting that she'd witness his uninhibited affection so publicly.
âThanks for the ride, Joel.â He erupts in laughter.
âAnytime, darlinâ. Any time.â He embraces you in his strong arms and leaves you with a chaste, parting kiss. âI'll see you soon.â
âYou better!â You turn and walk away, Joel watching intently at the sway of your hips, once again admiring the curve of your ass.Â
Joel runs his hand over his face in disbelief. The last twenty-eight hours were something. He shakes it off to look for Sarah in the crowd. When he finds her, she's barreling toward him to meet him halfway and wraps him in a huge hug. The impact almost knocks him off balance. With a chortle, "Hey, baby girl! I missed you!"
âI missed you, too!" With one eyebrow quirked, "So, dadâŠhow was the trip?â Joel watches as Sarah's eyes shift across the platform in your direction. Your back towards them.
Joel smiles sheepishly, âIt was good,â suddenly interested in watching a small bug crawl across the station platform to avoid Sarah's interrogating gaze. " It was really good."
Not one to let him off easy, she senses something different about her father. He has a glow in his eyes; he looks happy. Sarah knows itâs more than just seeing her. âAw, come on, dad. Who was that woman I saw you with?â
Busted. âOh,â he feels the flush creeping up his neck. âFunny storyâŠâ He drapes his arm over Sarah's shoulder, "I'll tell you in the car."
Joel pulls his phone from his pocket and climbs into Sarahâs car.Â
[Joel] I canât wait to see you again
[you] Same. I hope you have a great trip đ
[Joel] You too, darlin'
Thank you so much for reading! Iâd love to know what you think. Reblogs and comments are greatly appreciated. đ«¶đŒ
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hawaiian heat | c. leclerc
pairing: charles leclerc x fem!reader
summary: you and charles go out clubbing while on vacation in hawaii, but he isnât a fan of the attention his girl is getting
warnings: jealous! & possessive!charles, extremely light choking, oral (m receiving), fingering (f receiving), unprotected p in v
wc: 2.7k
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authorâs note: hi! this is my first fic so i'd really appreciate feedback! (also i'm scared this will flop lol). also requests are open or if anyone has prompt/headcanon ideas hmu because iâm always looking for (and need) inspo (and also mutuals because iâm new around here!) - stellaâĄ
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leading up to takeoff, you spent weeks making sure everything was perfectly prepared. you made sure to pack all your best swimsuits, your nicest outfits, and your finest jewelry. the opportunity to spend this much uninterrupted time with charles was rare, so you were determined to make the most of it.
filled with anticipation, the flight from monaco to maui felt like an eternity. you tried to downplay your excitement, but your plan completely failed once you arrived at the most picturesque villa youâve seen in your life. it was the type youâd only seen online, and the reality you were staying there with the love of your life felt like a dream come true.
stepping out on the balcony of your room, you couldnât believe this wasnât a dream. so entranced by the sounds of the waves crashing against the shore, you failed to hear charles joining you. you felt his arms, already warm from the maui sun wrap around your waist. he began pressing feather-light kisses into your neck,
âi canât believe weâre finally here. i canât wait to spend the week with you chĂ©riâ he whispered in between kisses
you momentarily turned your back to the water to face charles. resting a hand on his chest, you whispered back âi can already tell iâm not going to want to leaveâ
you lightly press against his chest, leading both of you back in your shared room. placing his hand over yours, charles fell back gently on the bed, pulling you on top of him. you align yourself with the monegasque, feeling him begin to press his hips into yours. you felt his hand grip your cheek, pulling your lips to his. feeling charles hands migrate to the bottom of your shirt, you knew the rush of heat that flooded your body could not be attributed to the hawaiian climate. fighting your desire, you attempt to pull away
âbabyââ you mumble against his lips, trying to pull him out of his trance of desire.
âcharlesâ câmon baby i have to start getting readyâ running your hands up his body, you push your hands against his shoulders to force yourself off of the driver. he did not hold back his displeasure, groaning and falling back into the mattress.
âthe sooner we leave the quicker we can come back, love!â you yell back towards charles, while making your way toward the bathroom to get ready. dedicated to your goal of making the most of the trip, you picked your favorite dress out of your suitcase. might as well kick the trip off with a bang, right?
you pulled every trick in the book. you did your makeup to make your eyes pop. you styled your hair in the way you knew charles loved. the jewelry you put on was flashy, but not tacky. before slipping on your favorite dress, you put on charlesâ favorite ferrari red lingerie set. the lace hugged your curves perfectly, giving you a perfect boost of confidence before going out. you slipped on a maroon satin mini dress, leaving little for the imagination. you knew you looked good, and anyone else you come across will know too.
after giving yourself a onceover, you stepped into your favorite pair of louboutins. you walked out of the bathroom, the clicking of your heels drawing charles attention away from his phone and up to you. he gasped quietly, sucking in air while biting his bottom lip.
âholy shit y/nâ thereâs no way weâre leaving this roomâ he choked out.
you giggled at your boyfriends awe before replying; âas amazing as that sounds, you know we would never hear the end of it if weâre lateâ
charles pulls himself off the bed, meeting you halfway. he gently pushes you up against the doorframe of the bathroom
âlet them talk babyâtheyâll get it once they see this dressâ he says quickly before kissing you passionately
cutting him off before things get too heated, you push him away; âcharles, seriously, lets not give them a reason to make fun of us on day one. weâll regret it i promiseâ
charles groans dramatically, knowing youâre right but not wanting to admit to it. you grab your purse off your nightstand and give yourself one last look in the mirror before turning back to charles to ask; âready?â
charles pauses for a moment, deciding whether or not to put up one last fight. he ultimately replies âready,â before holding out his hand for you to grab.
you make it to the club with perfect timing, meeting up with the other drivers and their partners. charles politely greets the other drivers and with just a single glance at your outfit the other girls give you a knowing look.
as the drinks started flowing, you knew this was going to be a memorable night (if you can remember it in the morning). with enough liquor in your system, you joined the dancefloor with the other wives and girlfriends, while charles hung back in a booth.
you knew that when you learned over the bar to get another drink you were giving everyone a peak at the lacy set under your dress. with every sway of your hips, the skit of your dress rose higher and higher up your hips. you were having the time of your life, failing to realize that you were driving charles insane. you momentarily locked eyes across the room, and while you flashed a smile, charles lowered his eyebrows in dismay. as you turned back towards the dancefloor you felt charlesâ arms wrap tightly around your waist
âi think you have had enough dancing for the night, hmm?â charles whispered into your eye
âbaby câmonâŠthe night is just beginning!â you giggle back
âthe fun will begin once we get out of hereâŠitâs time to goâ charles growls into your ear. your desire to fight back died as soon as you saw the passion in his eyes. a wave of heat flushed through your body, and you allowed the driver to grab your wrist and pull you out of the darkly lit club.
the uber ride back to the hotel was tense. as charles hand slipped higher and higher up your thigh, you had to use all of your will to not climb onto him in the backseat. as soon as the car shifted into park, charles was pulling you out of the seat and up to your room.
as soon as you heard the door shut behind you, charles pushed you back against it. alternating running his hand along the bottom of your dress and pinch the fabric, charles growled out
âyou happy now? finally getting the attention you clearly desperately wanted in this dress?â his words sparked heat in your core and you failed to muster any reply, simply whimpering in response.
âmmhm? now that itâs just us, my bĂ©bĂ© is shy?â he questioned. his hand finally migrated up your thigh to where you really needed him. he snapped the elastic of your thong against your core, continuing his teasing.
âcharlesâŠpleaseâŠâ you continued to whine. you knew you sounded pathetic, but your need continued to build in a way that led you to not think clearly.
as soon as the âpleaseâ left your mouth, you felt charles remove his hand from up your dress and placed it carefully around your neck. he bent his knee between your thighs, holding you up against the door.
âyou know bĂ©bĂ©âif you asked that sweetly before we left i may be nicer right now. instead, you thought teasing me in front of the boys would end better for you. so right now iâm going to remind you that youâre mine and only mine.â he growled into your ear before migrating lower and lightly biting at your neck.
âiâm sorryâ you apologized with a light smirk. making charles jealous was never your priority, but if it happened along the way you were going to enjoy the ride.
âprove it thenâ he snapped back. he increased pressure on your neck, slowly pushing you down until you dropped to your knees. you looked up at him, giving him the most seductive eyes you could muster. he bit down on his lip in return, not wanting to praise you just yet. he nodded down at you, giving you silent permission to continue. you slowly unbutton his jeans. you know continuing to tease him is a dangerous game, but you know secretly charles likes it when you take your time with him.
you tug at his jeans, pulling his boxers down with them. his hard length bounces, hitting his abs. you take the opportunity to lick a long lick from the base to head of his length before taking his sensitive tip in your mouth. charles groans, throwing his head back as you take him deeper and deeper down your throat.
as your eyes begin to water, charles stretches out his arms before pressing his palm against the door to balance himself. the warmth of your mouth felt like heaven and he was doing everything in his power to ground himself.
your hands migrate to the back of his thighs, pulling him into you to take him even deeper into your mouth. you continue flicking your tongue below his tip, drawing obscene noises out of the driver.
he is able to center himself enough to look down and make eye contact with you. he quickly realizes he made a mistake, using your hair to divide the two of you.
âiâm not finishing down your pretty mouth tonight, cherĂ,â charles groans. just as you start processing his words, charles is pulling you off the floor and towards the bed. before either of you hit the mattress, charles is unzipping your dress. as the satin dress falls to the floor, your lace-clad body is presented to the monegasque. after taking in the sight before him, charles lets out a breath he didnât know he was holding
âmon angeâ he says, gasping for breath. once youâre face-to-face you give him a quick peck on the lips before whispering in his ear âuse me baby, iâm yours.â
charles pushes you back first onto the bed. he pauses for a moment to take in the view in front of him. still clad in lace with your heels, lips swollen, eyeliner running, hair tousledâŠyou were a dream come true. he canât hold back for long before collapsing on top of you. you pick yourself lightly off the mattress, leaving just enough space for you to unclasp your bra. as soon as you pull the red lace off your body, charles is attacking your skin with his lips.
he runs his hands down your torso before looping his fingers into the waistband of your panties. he finally pulls them off after what felt like an eternity. his hands graze your thighs before making their way back to your core. he slowly runs a single finger where you needed him most.
âyou're already so wet for me, bĂ©bĂ©. no need to even prepare you, huh?â he says with a dry laugh. you didn't find it as funny, whining in return
âcharlesâ please i need you so badâ you plead. he takes pity on you, sinking his middle finger into you. you moan slightly, you need for his touch your body had been begging for began to subside.
he continues pushing his middle finger in and out of you at what can only be considered a painstakingly slow pace. you continue your whining and muffled pleads, knowing it wonât do much at the moment
âwho does this pussy belong to? hmm?â the speed of his words is a complete juxtaposition of his pace inside you.
âyours charles, yours!â you exclaim, âplease do anything babyâ you whine out. he was clearly not completely satisfied, but he took enough pity on you to move his thumb up towards your throbbing clit. the minute his thumb made contact with your throbbing bundle of nerves, you arched your back off the mattress. you attempted to moan out charles name, and although his title may not have been clear, your pleasure was.
as he began slowly rubbing circles on your clit, he added another finger inside you. you did not realize how deep the need inside of you was until this moment. you had no clue what to do with your body, alternating between gripping the sheets and running your hands through charles hair.
ânow cherĂ, iâm going to be good to you today and let you get off on my fingers, you know why?â he questioned you, while quickening his trusting pace inside you.
you attempted an answer, but the fear of giving the wrong response and overwhelming pleasure led it to be incomprehensible. charles laughed slightly before filling you in,
âbecause iâm the only one who can make you feel this way bĂ©bĂ©. none of the boys at that club would be able to make you feel this good with just his fingersâ he announced. you nodded your head rapidly,
âonly you babyââ you repeated like a mantra as you fell over the edge. your body spasmed and your stomach clenched and you screamed out. charles continued working you through your orgasm, slowing down his pace as you caught your breath. he slowly removed his fingers from where they were curled inside of you. he licked his middle finger quickly before holding them to your mouth. you began sucking on his fingers,
ânow you can feel and taste how good i make you feel bĂ©bĂ©â he says with confidence, knowing the power he holds over you.
he pulls his fingers out of your mouth with a pop. his wet hand moves down between your thighs, pushes them open just enough to make room for him. he continues leaning in closer to you before he whispers
âready?â he asks carefully. you nod, using all your strength to mutter out a quick âyes.â
you feel his length slowly penetrate you, every inch pulling another gasp out of your lungs. he hands grip your waist as he immediately begins rocking in and out of you, filling you up with every rock of his hips. every thrust brought you closer and closer to your edge, and charles knew. he moves his hand from your waist back to your sensitive clit, causing you to let out a high-pitched moan at the additional stimulation. before you can process the added pleasure, you hear charles begin to speak,
âcould any of the other guys in the club make you feel like this baby? hmm?â charles growls into you ear, frustration from earlier simmering back up
âonly you charles! no one else, babyâ you squeal out quickly. charlesâ pressure on your clit gets faster as his thrusts get harder, pulling you closer and closer to your edge
âwhoâs are you bĂ©bĂ©?â he growls out, keeping his explosive pace
âiâm yours baby! only yours! pleaseâ you scream out, gripping the bedsheets in an attempt to ground yourself
âgo ahead cherĂ, cum for meâ charles says in the calmest tone of the night. with a scream of his name, your walls flutter around him as you cum on his cock. so wrapped up in your own pleasure, it wasnât until charles grabbed your hips tightly and slowed his pace you felt him filling you with his cum.
he stills over you, both of you panting and fighting to catch your breath. charles leans to kiss you quickly before slowly pulling out of you. he rolls next to you on the bed, both of you still fighting your air. charles makes his way to the bathroom, grabbing a towel to clean you off. as you feel the cloth running up the thigh, you remind charles
âyou know itâs always been you, right? and always will be?â you remind charles
âmmhm i know cherĂ,â he replies calmly.
he leans over to press light kisses on your neck before continuing, â...but i never mind a reminderâ ;)
#charles leclerc x reader#charles leclerc imagine#charles leclerc smut#f1 imagine#f1 x reader#f1 smut#charles leclerc#formula 1#f1#f1 one shot#charles leclerc one shot#charles leclerc fic#charles leclerc x you#f1 x you#f1 fanfic#cl16#stella writes!
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DPxDC #21
Danny is a homeless kid in Gotham. He lives in Red Hoods' territory. His nickname is Numbers. A couple of kids learned he was good with numbers and quizzed him, and he got them all correct, hence Numbers. Danny loves living in Gotham, well as much as a 15-year-old homeless kid whose parents hate his existence can.
Danny is one of the kids who, when they find out info about people going against Red Hoods' rules, will report them to him. Tonight is one of those nights. Danny had learned someone sold drugs to a kid in the Alley. Danny made sure to retrieve the drugs from the kid, Stiches, and made sure the kids' friend, Patches, looked after him. cause even if Stitches wasn't able to take the drugs before Danny stepped in, the psychological damage of almost relapsing is tough, especially for a kid that couldn't be older than 12.
So Danny is on the lookout for Hood when he sees a group of people on top of a building, one of them being Batman. Danny knows that while not published Hood is connected to the Bat.
Danny scales the building and sees that its the Justice League and Batman.
Danny turns to the JL
Danny: do you have permission to be in Gotham?
Without giving them time to answer he turns to Batman
Danny: Did you give them permission? Or do you need help getting the Just Losers outta here?
Green Lantern (Hal): wha? huh, Kid?
Batman cracks a barely there smile, unnoticed by everyone, at the JL being called Just Losers.
Batman: they are allowed. Now kid what do you need?
Danny: I have info for Hood and I know you bats are all connected.
Batman gets Hood on coms.
Hood: *in Bruce's ear, but still heard by Danny* what do you want old man I'm busy.
Batman: hn a kid is here asking for you.
Danny: tell him it's Numbers
Hood: oh shit what's he got for me this time.
Danny: *tells Bats the situation* should I give the drugs to Batman?
JL in the background horrified to learn so much about Gothams' underground. (like this shit doesn't occur in their cities too)
Batman: yes I will make sure they get back to Hood so he can test and deal with them.
Danny: Cool cool
Danny does a drug deal with Batman.
Danny: so why are the Just Losers here?
Danny dislikes the JL, they never helped Amity. Dannys has gotten better with the bats thanks to Hood.
Danny: is it for the outsider setting up shop in the warehouse by the docks? With the sketchy af alien tech?
#dpxdc#dcxdp#dc x dp#dp x dc#Danny phantom#batman#I made this only because I thought of Danny calling the league Just Losers#Danny's still a protector even if he's not out as phantom#Yes Danny technically is an outsider but he is recognized by the street kids and hood as a Gothamite#i wanted to add a kid named Whispers#Whispers is a meta that can hear secrets carried by the wind#Whispers also only whispers#But they'd be the ones who know everything and is protected by Danny and sticks with Danny#Danny would say he learned everything himself to better hide Whispers abilities
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I was really trying to understand where some of these young men were coming from- But it came back to the exact same thing, over and over, all I hear is them being rejected, sometimes only once maybe twice- and they they throw up their hands and fall into this bizarre tiny echo chamber of "all women are the same! All women want are 6ft chads!".
Okay? So? You got rejected. I was rejected quite a few times when I was dating. I didn't throw out the entirety of the male population based on some shitty interactions I had. You know what I did after each rejection? I did some introspection. Did I do something offputting? Or were we just not a match? Most of the time, its just you're not a match and sometimes that hurts. But you MOVE ON.
Jesus, grow some resilience. Relationships aren't easy, friendships aren't always easy and they're not a "size one-fits-all-issues". I don't understand this, "I deserve it, so I don't have to work for it. and women should just be grateful I'm giving them attention" Maybe that's because I've had to work hard for everything in my life that was worthwhile. I had to do so much inner work to make sure I was the best partner I could be, and I'm still doing that work. Because "I" want to show up for my partner. "I" want to be that person he can rely on when shit hits the fan. He does the same for me, I wouldn't expect any less.
Yeah man, if you want to allow this patriarchy bullshit back into society- I'm going down with the ship as well.
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the act of unravelling (part three)
pairing rafe cameron x pogue! female reader
rating mature 18+
summary you never expected youâd get tangled up with a kook, least of all, rafe cameron. one night, you make a life-altering decision to get revenge on someone you both despise. after you vow to keep what happened a secret, your relationship begins to twist into something more.
tags very dark! violence, homicide, drug and alcohol use, parental neglect, mental illness, s/a, trauma. no smut.
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Being in Rafeâs truck again is like being thrown back into a bad dream you canât wake up from. You remember every detail from that night, the smell of bleach, the ache in your bones.
He parked by the edge of the country club lot, and as he settles in his seat and shuts the door, he wraps both of you in privacy behind his tinted windows.
âWhat is it?â you ask, your voice cutting through the tension. Rafe rakes his hand through his hair. He seems nervous, a contradiction to the smugness youâve gotten used to.
âYou were right,â he admits. âCops arenât even sniffing around yet and people think it was me.â
You meet his eyes, the blue hue bright and striking. The night it happened, youâd only seen him through the dark. Now, in the daylight, he almost looks innocent. But then you remember the loudness of the gun and how angry he looked when he fired it.
âWhat happened?â you ask.
âLast night,â he begins, âa few of us were hanging out and people were talking about how something mightâve happened to him. This guy had his name in my mouth⊠said some shit about how they should probably ask me.â
You nod slowly, taking his words in. You expected as much. As someone who openly hated Porter, Rafeâs likely at the top of everyoneâs list of suspects.
âWhatâd you do?â you say.
âI swung at him.â
You exhale defeatedly, looking up at the ceiling of his car. Heâs such a loose cannon that for the first time since that night, you worry that he wonât be able to keep his mouth shut.
âDamn it, Rafe,â you complain. âAnd you were giving me shit for being obvious?â
His temper flares like a match thrown into a pool of gasoline.
âIâm not gonna sit there and let some asshole say that shit about me,â he mutters. âThis is why we need to have our story straight, alright? If you even think about ratting me out, youâll regret it.â
You tense up. So, this is why he so desperately needed to talk to you. You canât believe you thought you could find any comfort in him.
âYou donât need to threaten me,â you say sharply. Rafe is taken aback by the confusion on your face. You look like youâd never even considered selling him out. But maybe youâre just a great liar.
âWe said weâre in this together,â you continue. âNeither of us leaves the other, no matter how messy it gets. Thatâs the whole point of being each otherâs alibis.â
Rafe sucks his teeth. You realize just how on edge he is about this. He was so comfortable the night it happened. Almost careless. Irritated at how anxious you were. Now, itâs like heâs spiraling.
âI wonât let this ruin my life,â Rafe mumbles. He huffs an unamused chuckle, looking out of the driverâs side window. âIâm not going to jail. Iâm notâŠâ
He trails into silence. You stare at his profile. The coldness youâve always seen in him has been shadowed by a deep paranoia.
âIâm freaked out, too,â you admit. He looks at you again. âBut this is only going to work if we trust each other. We need to stick to our story so well that even we start to believe it.â
He tilts his head, looking at you with skepticism, a wrinkle between his brows.
âDonât tell me you havenât thought about screwing me over, Pogue,â he says. âYou could say I did it and scared you into staying quiet.â
âAre you that paranoid?â you ask. âI wonât go behind your back. I promise. Even if itâs just a cover-up, we need to act like weâre friends now.â
Rafe gives you a once-over, the hardness in his face slowly fading.
âAnd donât call me that,â you say. âYou know my name.â
He breathes a real chuckle this time. Despite your better judgement, your heart flutters that youâve earned a smile from him.
âYouâll take it to the grave?â he murmurs.
âI will. You, too?â
âYeah,â he says. He studies you again, realizing that you donât have a guilty conscience at all. âYou really donât regret it.â
âNo,â you state. The agony of reliving what Porter did to you hurts more than any sort of remorse you feel for taking his life.
Rafe is surprised to hear you donât wish you could take what you did back. Youâre as cold-blooded as he is. You might be the only person who comes close to understanding what itâs like being controlled by anger this intense.
âI just hate how I canât stop thinking about if we left any evidence,â you say.
âYeah.â He settles back, adjusting in his seat with ease, the tension between you dissipating. âWe were rushed.â
You nod as you chew on your lip.
âAt least nobody saw us,â you say. âAnd if the cops check our phones, they wonât find anything.â
âGood thinking to turn them off.â
Your face creases in surprise.
âWhat?â he says.
âJust throws me off when youâre not an asshole.â
He scoffs, his jaw tensing. But beneath the irritation, he wishes he could undo the way heâd spoken to you when you first got in the car.
Itâs like his mind is speaking a different language to him when he feels any sort of shame. He usually tries to shut it up. When he looks at you again, he decides not to.
âI didnât mean to⊠threaten you,â Rafe mumbles.
âYeah, you did,â you say with a humorless laugh. âBut Iâm on your side here. Donât forget that.â
You check your phone. You have plans to hang out with the guys after work and after what you put them through a few nights ago, youâd rather not leave them hanging again.
âI should go,â you say. âMy friends are waiting on me.â
âDid you tell them the truth?â
âNo,â you say. âThis stays between you and me only. Trust me.â
Rafe stares at you, longer than he ever has before. Itâs not anger in his face. Not worry, either. Itâs something new. Vulnerability.
âI donât trust anybody,â he says.
Your lips twitch into a frown. Even though this is a man whoâs relentlessly teased you for your place in the classist system he seems to worship, your heart twinges in sympathy.
âNobody?â you ask quietly.
He looks out the window again, tense and distant. He doesnât say anything else.
âI have your back,â you reiterate to him. âTo the grave, right?â
âYeah,â he offers, not looking at you again. You exit his car, the confusing knot in your chest only tighter now.
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The police start knocking on doors a day later. When they come to yours, you do your best impression of a clueless nobody who just wants to help.
The lead on the case introduces himself as Detective Brading, settling in your living room like heâs been here before. Heâs so confident that itâs intimidating. You can imagine Porterâs wealthy family are doing everything they can to find out what happened. The man staring at you is likely the best of the best.
Youâve rehearsed your story so many times that it feels natural. The two men nod along as you lie to them about how youâd fallen asleep in the bedroom, how youâd woken up to him and Rafe arguing, how you convinced Rafe to leave with you.
Your parents stand close by, arms crossed. This is the most theyâve heard you speak in a long time. They hardly ever ask you anything about your life, so it feels odd to have their attention.
âWe think you two might have been the last people to see him before he went missing,â Brading tells you. âPorter didnât say anything about going anywhere?â
âNo,â you answer. âRafe and I left pretty quickly.â
The detective looks up at your parents with raised brows, asking them to give you a moment. When they leave, he leans a little closer.
âWe know he dealt drugs,â he murmurs. âAnd we know you bought from him. Weâre not interested in getting anyone in trouble for that. We just want to know what happened to Porter. Is there anything you didnât mention about that night in front of your parents? Be honest.â
âI fell asleep because I smoked too much pot,â you say quietly, looking back through the doorway your parents left through. Itâs taking everything in you not to cry as you think about why you really lost consciousness in that room. âBut I only ever bought that from him. He offered other things. Like cocaine. Itâs why he and Rafe argued.â
Itâs what you agreed on saying, but it still feels like youâre selling Rafe out. Itâd be suspicious if you didnât tell them this version of the truth, though.
The detective nods, clearly having been told this already. Your chest twists in unease as you think about Rafeâs name in everyoneâs mouth, leading the cops to him. And possibly to you.
âHow close are you to Rafe?â
âWe've been talking more since I started my job at the country club,â you say. âWe started hanging out a little bit ago. Weâre friends.â
âDo you think he wouldâve done anything to Porter?â Brading asks.
You meet his eyes, swallowing hard.
âNo,â you say resolutely. âI donât.â
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A man is missing and possibly, at this point, presumed dead. But that doesnât stop Kooks from wanting to party.
Youâre in the passenger seat as JJ drives to the north side of the island while John B and Pope talk in the back. Youâre gazing out the window, watching the landscape go from dilapidated front yards to gated communities.
Youâre heading to a party that you heard about from one of Porterâs friends and the way the police questioned you earlier today is spinning in your head.
âYou good?â JJ asks.
You look over at your friend, flattening your lips together. You can never tell the whole truth, but you can offer bits and pieces.
âThe cops told me they think Iâm the last person who saw Porter before he disappeared,â you say. You canât bring yourself to tell them the version of the story that includes Rafe yet. Theyâd never believe you. Theyâd judge you. âItâs kind of scary to think about.â
âMy moneyâs on that he went on a bender,â JJ says. âSampled his own product. Maybe even too much of it.â
âYou think he overdosed?â you ask.
âMore like Rafe offed him,â Pope chimes in.
âIs that what people are saying?â you ask, blood cold, turning back to look at him.
âItâs what Iâm saying,â he answers. âThe guyâs unhinged.â
You want to defend Rafe. To say he wouldnât go that far. But itâd be suspicious. And a complete lie.
âItâs a small island,â John B says. âItâs only a matter of time before we find out what happened.â
You hope thatâs not true.
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You make it to the house, reminding yourself over and over that you have to live as if you believe your own lie. You want to erase that night from your memory. Erase what Porter did to you.
You chug the first drink you can get your hands on. Your friends rib you for how quickly you down it. You blame it on a rough day at work.
Soon after, youâre at the keg, not even close to buzzed yet, but desperately needing to be. Discussing Porter with the cops today, pretending like he was just a dealer you had a few short conversations with, hearing that his family is concerned for his wellbeing made your pulse spike.
Does his family know what a monster he is?
You have to correct yourself.
Was.
âSlow down,â you hear.
Rafe towers over you, his eyes on your cup.
âWhat?â you shout over the music and conversations surrounding you.
âYouâre on your second drink already.â
You look over your shoulder to make sure your friends donât see you talking with him.
âI donât even feel anything,â you reply sharply.
Itâs a half-truth. Your sadness and anger are weighing heavy on your soul. That vile man took away your power, but you took it back, so you hate that youâre still so rattled by what he did. You just want peace.
âAnd why are you keeping tabs on me?â you ask.
Rafe stares at you, his lips just slightly parted. He can lie and say he wants to make sure youâre not setting yourself up to get hammered and potentially admit to someone what you did.
But even heâs not that selfish right now. The truth is he canât stop thinking about you. And he doesnât like seeing that look on your face, sad and absentminded.
He knows you hate him. He wishes he could hate you back.
âI need to be sure youâre not a liability,â he lies. âAnd people think weâre friends now, donât they?â
You look over your shoulder again, anxious the guys will see you. You need privacy if youâre going to continue this conversation.
âCome on,â you say, dipping your hand in his, dragging him through the crowd. His palm is warm and soft and you donât know what you were expecting, but the way Rafe feels is the opposite of it.
You open the first door you see, stepping into a narrow closet. You shut the door and switch on a light and suddenly heâs standing right over you, all breadth and intimidation.
Your heart races from the way youâd just touched him, from the way heâs just about pressed up against you right now. Something must be short-circuiting in your brain, because the fear you used to hold for him is entirely gone.
The attraction youâve always felt is overpowering now. You canât make sense of your own emotions.
âI havenât told my friends our story,â you confess.
âWhat?â Rafe snips, his tone low.
âI canât handle telling them right now, okay?â you say. You cross your arms. âI just said I was with a guy. Telling them that guy was you is⊠Theyâll be so disappointed in me.â
âDisappointed,â he repeats with a scoff.
âRafe, think back to every encounter youâve had with us. All youâve ever done is insult us. I donât even want to think about how hurt theyâll be to hear Iâm friends with you.â
âWho gives a fuck?â he mutters. âWe need to make sure our alibi is solid. If the cops find out your friends donât know weââ
âIâd tell the truth,â you say. âThat I was worried about what theyâd think.â
âI canât believe you.â The thought of you being concerned about someone elseâs opinion is ridiculous. âWhy do you care so much?â
âTheyâre the only family I have,â you admit. It comes out before you even realize it. You look down, sighing. âYou donât get it. Youâre like⊠an enemy to us. They know how shitty you treat me when Iâm at work. Telling themââ
âHow the hell do I treat you shitty?â he interrupts.
âI know that those tips are all a degrading show of how youâre so much richer and better than me,â you say with a roll of your eyes.
âItâs not like that.â
âWhatâs it like, then? Charity?â
Rafeâs jaw tightens, his nostrils flaring. Charity isnât the right word. He hides behind a forced ego, but heâs always wanted you. And through excessive tips and constant teasing, at least he can talk to you without risking the chance of you rejecting him.
You have him all wrong. He doesnât think heâs better than you. Heâs afraid youâre better than him.
âIâll tell my friends, okay?â you say when he doesnât speak. âBut I talked to the cops today and they seemed convinced. Weâll be fine.â
âThey talked to me, too. I can tell they think it was me.â Thereâs an almost imperceptible tremble in Rafe's voice. âEveryone thinks it was me.â
âEven your friends?â
âYeah,â he says. If he can even call them friends. Hearing you call yours family made his jealousy flare. Envy is all Rafe ever feels. Like heâs missing the one thing that deems everyone else loveable.
But heâs hanging on how you said theyâre your only family. He doesnât have a family, either. Not really. Not one that cares about him. Maybe you understand him more than he thought.
âWellâŠâ You clear your throat. âThey can believe what they want. You can trust me that I wonât ever tell anyone what really happened.â
âWhy?â he finally asks. âWhy not just snitch on me, Pogue?â
âBecause that night, I told you to do it and you did. The world is a better place without him in it. You did me a favor.â You uncross your arms. âAnd I told you to stop calling me that.â
Rafe clears his throat, giving in, remembering how youâd saved his life and offering a quiet sorry before he says your name.
Itâs the gentlest youâve ever seen him. Itâs a shock to your system. You search his blue eyes in the dim of the closet as if youâre waiting for the other shoe to drop, for him to make a snide joke.
But he doesnât. He just stares at you, his breaths shallow, and you rethink everything you thought you knew about him.
Heâs violent and aggressive and condescending. But you donât see that right now. You see a man who doesnât seem to be able to believe that someone would want to protect him. Is that who he is behind all the bravado?
The world continues to turn on the other side of the door, music blasting, bass rattling, but time has stopped between you. Heâs looking at you through low lids. Like he wants you.
You shouldnât. Shit is already complicated enough. But whatâs one more tangle in the string tying you together?
Your fingers are at the collar of his button-up, pulling him towards you, lips meeting with abandon.
Rafe kisses you back immediately, hungrily leaning into you, cupping your face. His heart is racing. He doesnât know how or why this is happening, but he wants it so bad that it hurts.
Your mouths part and finally, you taste him against your tongue. It feels so right, like you were always meant to do this and were both too stubborn to.
His hands press tighter against your jaw. Fear floods you. Youâre back in that bedroom. You pull back.
âNot so hard,â you say.
âOkay,â he whispers, his grip loosening. He stays hovering over you, nose nudging yours. âJust⊠pleaseâŠâ
You nod, tilting your head to kiss him again, his hunger for you palpable. Youâre with Rafe again, not in that bedroom, but here with a man you want who listens to your wishes.
Your head is swimming with bliss as he kisses you, smelling like cologne and desire, every piece of you wanting him. Then, his hands drift down over the curves of your hips, pulling you flush against him.
And itâs too much. Youâre back there again. Begging for it to stop.
âNo,â you snap, both hands roughly pushing his chest.
Rafe hits the shelves behind him, his head radiating in pain from how hard he smacked against the wood.
âWhat the fuck?â he mutters. He was just living in a dream. Why the hell are you pulling him out of it?
âNo,â you repeat breathlessly. âYou canât touch me like that.â
âOkay,â he groans. âI wonât. Jesus.â
He clutches the back of his head, wincing.
âIâm sorry,â you say, your throat raw. âI didnât mean to push you that hard.â
âWhyâd you even kiss me?â he says. âFuck.â
âIâm sorry,â you repeat. You step towards him, trying to meet his eyes. âYou canât⊠I need you to ask before you touch me like that.â
His lips are glossy from the kiss, his face pinched in pain. You take a risk, gently placing your hands on his cheeks.
Rafe should be angry at you. But goddamn it, your touch feels so good that he melts. His gaze is heavy on yours, both of you breathing deeply, coming down from the sudden outburst.
âI didnât mean to,â you repeat softly. âJust donât take me by surprise. I canât handle it.â
Rafe searches your face, silently asking for an explanation.
You shake your head, not having it in you to answer right now. Your goal tonight was to forget. Not relive. You pull him closer, and thankfully, he lets you.
Your lips are tender after you part, having lost count of how long youâve been kissing.
Things just got so much more complicated. But you wouldnât take it back. Not for a second. Nothing else makes sense right now, but having Rafe the way you always secretly wanted him is the one thing that does.
âDonât fuck me over,â he says, a note of cynicism in his tone as his forehead brushes against yours. âNo matter what happens, donât fuck me over.â
âI wonât,â you promise.
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The next morning, youâre walking through the club hall towards the golf course to start your shift. You still canât get the way Rafeâs mouth felt against yours out of your mind.
He kissed you like heâs been waiting to kiss you for ages. Like he felt lucky that he got to.
Youâre about to step through the glass doors leading outside, but the sound of your name makes ice go through your veins. You know that gravelly voice.
You turn to see Detective Brading, his stare intimidating.
âYou have a minute to talk?â he says.
You can tell by his tone that it isnât a question.
to be continued
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tlp jk is def the type to absolutely sob when he sees oc walk down the aisle/when heâs trying to propose to her and it maybe just me but I feel like after that one year anniversary heâs like Iâm wifing this girl DOWNN cause I feel like he lich has the ring and everyth ready to go heâs waiting heâs prepped đ
here it is!!! #thee proposal drabble this is literally the cutest thing ever i wish love was real đđ„č hope u enj!!!!!!!!!!
summary: in which jungkook proposes and it doesn't start off well
w/c: 3.7k
warning/s: tlp couple is extremely in love that is a warning. they're also cry babies. listen to something by the beatles for the major feels đ
âBaby,â Jungkook sighs, matching your pace. âAre we really fighting right now?âÂ
âNo.â Is your stern response, continuing your quick steps without even bothering to look back at him.Â
âI guess we are fighting right now.â Jungkook mumbles to himself, taking two big strides so he can finally catch up with you.Â
You donât pay him any attention when he slides his arm around your waist while the other holds the bag of large popcorn you bought a while ago, leaning down to kiss the side of your head. Jungkook doesnât even care about the people passing by around the cinema; they have lives to care about on their own â he can kiss his girlfriend wherever and whenever he wants.Â
âIâm sorry.â He whispers in your hair, enough for only you to hear.Â
Thereâs a crease on your forehead that hasnât ceased ever since you left the restaurant you had your dinner at. But after a few beats, you let out a sigh.Â
âI just really wanted to see the movie in IMAX.â you lament, and Jungkook feels bad. He really does.Â
âI know, baby, I really am sorry,â he apologizes once again. âWe can see it tomorroââ but he realizes you both have a full-time shift, so he opts for, âânext week?âÂ
âJungkook, the screening ends in the next two days.â you say, tone bordering on annoyed now. You reel it back in, gently saying, âI justâ I told you to hurry up earlier, but you kept on changing your hair even thoughâ you know what, forget about it. Which cinema were we in, again?âÂ
Jungkookâs nerves begin to kick in, because you look like youâre genuinely upset now. He can tell it by the tone of your voice, the disappointment and the simmering irritation of having to deal with the situation. You donât get angry often â no scratch that, you donât get angry at all. However, it does come in withdrawal-like gestures and behavior â like now.Â
And again, Jungkook really does feel bad for having to do what he did earlier. You werenât able to purchase tickets online so you had to make do with buying on the actual booth â and because Jungkook took way too long in the comfort room of the restaurant fixing his hair, you arrived at the cinema way too late and the tickets for the last IMAX screening of the night ran out. It left you with no choice but to go with the regular one instead, and needless to say, youâre not at all that happy about that.Â
Well, shit. Jungkook thinks. This date is not going well at all. The waitress at the restaurant you ate at a while ago openly flirted with him on your table and he was too stunned to do something that you had to tell her off by yourself. That had obviously taken a hit on your mood, and the cinema thing just kind of maybe amplified it and Jungkook thinks heâs beginning to get fucked.
âIâll make up it up to you, babyââÂ
âThe tickets, Jungkook.âÂ
Jungkook purses his lips into a thin line and gives them to you.
You walk alongside each other quietly, but Jungkook doesnât let go of your waist while you head towards the dark and quiet hallway, leading to the seats. You donât pry his hand off so maybe â maybe â thatâs a good thing.Â
But god, this night isnât going well like he wanted it to be. Suddenly, heâs nervous again. More nervous that he was in the shower awhile ago when you were still prepping for the date back at home. Heâs anxious about fucking the whole thing up, and sure, he could trust his track record of never fucking up when it comes to doing big things in his life, but this is different. This will be different. And heâs just so fucking scared that he checks on his watch again.Â
8:22pm.Â
Eight minutes before the movie starts in your cinema. And eight minutes more before theâ
âJungkook,â You call him, and heâs just in the middle of pushing the seat down for you when you do so. He looks at you. Confused, you ask, âDo you have somewhere to go?âÂ
âHuh?â
âYou keep on looking at your watch. You have been since we were at the restaurant.âÂ
Jungkookâs eyes widen and heâs thankful thereâs barely any lights in the hall.
âIâ no. No.â He shakes his head, placing down the bag of popcorn in the middle and takes your hand instead, interlocking your fingers. âIâm sorry, did I keep doing that?â He asks consciously.
Heâs really fucking this up, and youâre noticing it.Â
âYes, itâs bothering me a little,â You shuffle in your seat a little, facing Jungkook. Softly, you ask, âDo you wanna go home? We can ditch the movie. Iâm sorry for being a dickhead the whole night. Itâs not an excuse but I really wanted to watch this movie in IMAX⊠but itâs fine. Iâm not mad at you. Iâm just in a⊠mood. And I know Iâm taking it out on you. Iâm sorry. Iâm being so unappreciative over here â I know you were supposed to work on your researchââ
âHey,â Jungkook stops you before you can even finish that. âNo, baby. This is our date. I donât wanna go home yet and Iâm genuinely really sorry for missing the IMAX screening.â Heâd add he didnât mean to take long in the comfort room earlier⊠but that would be a lie. He intended to do that so you can both arrive here on time like planned.Â
You purse your lips into a thin line. âStill⊠Iâm sorry for being a little bitch.âÂ
âNot true. Youâre an angel.â Jungkook says and brings your interlocked hands up to kiss your knuckles. âLove you.âÂ
You frown. âLove you too.âÂ
That earns you a hearty chuckle from him. âI love you more.âÂ
âNot that again.â You sigh, turning sideways to look ahead on the screen but not breaking away from his hold.Â
Jungkook contains his smile as his gaze falls to the big screen as well, nerves crumbling down a little at the exchange. Youâre the only person who can make him nervous but the only one who can take it away at the same time.Â
âHuh,â you utter suddenly in the middle of some trailer playing. âItâs so weird thereâs only a few people here.â
At that, Jungkookâs heart rate picks up a bit. âY-yeah? Well, itâs late at night.âÂ
âFair.âÂ
âAnd this movieâs not really new, right? Just an anniversary screening thing.â Jungkook continues to add, as if determined to justify your claim.Â
You nod. âI guess youâre right.âÂ
âYep.âÂ
His phone lights up and youâre busy sipping on your drink so Jungkook takes that as an opportunity to check the messages he received.
tae [8:28pm]: starting in 2
tae [8:28pm]: good luck buddy
Jungkook swipes his tongue over his lips â a nervous habit â quickly turning it off and pocketing the device. He places his arm on the arm rest and taps his fingers on the plastic surface anxiously.Â
It feels like thereâs a ticking clock above his head when the trailer finally ends, because he knows the thing should start rolling.Â
And Jungkook swears heâs prepared for this for so many weeks. Months for the matter. Itâs now May and the ring has been bought since February. What was once tucked away from the depths of his closet is now snugged in the pockets of his trouser, deep enough that you couldnât pinpoint the bulging outline of the box.
Jungkook originally planned for you both to be out of the country when he does it. But things got really hectic at the hospital and while he personally couldâve still taken a leave, you couldnât. Jungkook brought up the idea of vacationing a little, âJust for a week,â, he said, but then you sadly told him that you couldnât even if you wanted to and he understood that greatly. Heâs in the same line of work, after all.Â
So, with what seemed to be the nth deliberation with Doyeon, Taehyung, and Nayeon, he ultimately decided on this set-up. You know; trick you into going to the mall with him so you can pass by the cinema and he successfully executes the proposal seamlessly. But obviously, it didnât go as smoothly as that.
After your dinner, you impulsively decided that you wanted to watch a movie in IMAX, but it starts at exactly as Jungkookâs proposal, and so he had to compromise a little bit; the admittedly poor (but effective) solution coming in the form of intentionally staying a little longer in the comfort room of the restaurant just so you two would be lat.Â
And Jungkook swears itâs for a good reason! Because everythingâs prepped and ready to roll and he canât have himself waste another perfect opportunity. He remembers almost popping the question three months ago, two months ago, month ago, few weeks ago and heck, even last night â but heâd always get cold feet and think the time wasnât right.Â
Right now, though, is different.Â
And he wants it so badly to be different.
Good thing you settled things quickly. Now that his being late is past you, he can be a little more confident in what heâs about to do.Â
The next trailer shows up and Jungkook sits upright, knowing whatâs coming. He has it memorized, down to each frame. He was the one who edited it, after all, a product of his humble multimedia skills, that is. Jungkook couldâve gone to a professional but he really wanted to do it himself, scared they wouldnât be able to tell you what he wanted to. And so he did. The gang also told him that it would be better if he did it himself.
And now heâs showing it to you â you, whoâs completely clueless beside him.Â
It starts as a bit of a misdirect. Thereâs an intro from a famous movie studio, and a scene from a real movie â and so of course you donât suspect anything, as Jungkook could say from his peripheral view.
Suddenly, the screen goes black. It causes a pregnant pause, stretched to exactly five seconds (again, Jungkook edited that), and then, a familiar clip suddenly plays.Â
Itâs a video of you taken from Jungkookâs camcorder back in med school. First year, around the second semester. You were at Moonâs Printing Shop and you were looking down at your notes when Jungkook, behind the camera, called your name.Â
You looked up, hair messy from an all-nighter study but Jungkookâs certain the Jungkook behind the scene was still thinking you were the prettiest girl heâs ever seen just like heâs thinking now.Â
âWho would you wanna be if you were given the chance to be somebody else in your next life?âÂ
You grimace. âHopefully, still me.âÂ
âSo boring,â Jungkook exaggerated, his laughter reverberating in the hall of the theater. âBe serious.âÂ
You looked flustered in the video. âIâm serious. I donât wanna be somebody else.âÂ
In his seat, Jungkook feels the real you sitting beside him tugging at your enclosed hands together, so he looks at you.Â
âJungkook, what is this?â You say, evidently unaware of whatâs currently happening, your brows furrowed in that cute confusion.Â
âJust something Iâve been working on for the past three months.â he smiles, bringing your hands together to his lips again. He just couldnât stop kissing and touching you even if he tries.
You stare at him with your mouth agape, but you donât say anything else, your gaze falling back to the screen once again.Â
âOkay, since you donât wanna play this game I wanna be Darth Vader.â Jungkook said in the video.Â
âWhat? The evil guy from Star Wars?â You frowned. âThatâs not⊠hmm⊠okay. I guess I wanna be⊠Spongebob, then.âÂ
âOh. Wow. Interesting. Alright, Darth Vaderâs out. I wanna be Patrick instead.âÂ
âI like that. So weâll still be bestfriends, right?âÂ
âYeah. And I still get to stress you out even in the next life.âÂ
That made you laugh, the warm burst of laughter filling the hall which makes Jungkookâs lips curl up as he watches the screen. He can never get tired of it; your smile, your laugh, your face as it lights up. Thereâs something so incredibly angelic about you he sometimes thinks youâre not human at all. Or maybe just part-human⊠nonetheless, he feels grateful. For literally everything.Â
Something in the way she movesâŠ
The video transitions to another reel of you taken by Jungkook while The Beatlesâ Something plays in the background.Â
"Oh my god..." Jungkook hears you gasp beside him, but he doesn't allow himself to break just yet. Instead, he tightens his grip on your hand, feeling your response as you hold on just as firmly.
The screen continues to show candid moments of you from med school. All recorded and taken by Jungkook; the trips you took during that time, that rave party you went to where you got extremely drunk â and when that showed up, you giggled beside him and said, âI told you to delete that.â, which he just laughed at.Â
Later on, the clips got more recent, you in your lilac dress and Jungkookâs white tux⊠it was a video of you dancing in Nayeonâs wedding.Â
âW-whaâ⊠I didnât â who took that?â You whisper, sounding in awe.Â
âNayeon was apparently recording from the stage at that time.â Jungkook says, looking at you and smiling when he sees that you have your eyes glued to the screen.Â
âThis is soâŠâ you trail off, but you donât really say anything in continuation.Â
Recent videos of you play, capturing moments from the two years youâve been together. Thereâs that clip in Vienna, a few in Florence, Paris, Melbourne... Itâs surreal to think that he captured those memories, never imagining theyâd be used for something like this.Â
Something in the way she knows
And all I have to do is think of her
Something in the things she shows me
I don't want to leave her now
You know I believe and how
The song fades to an end and so did the compilation of your videos. The screen shows Jungkook this time instead. He leaned towards the camera, checked the optics, and then smiled a little. From the background, you know it was taken by the wall of his room, near the window because you can see the Sanrio plushie you put on the table beside there. Itâs a little out of frame but you can still recognize it.Â
Then, he spoke.Â
âUhm, hi,â He started, and you hold your breath, feeling like youâre on the edge of your seat but not in that anxious way. âI donât really know where Iâm going with this. Iâm thinking of doing this video⊠for my proposal â and ah, my proposal â wait, I really shouldâve written a script for this but I wanted this to be natural as much as possible and Iâm going off-track so weâll move on to what I really wanna say,âÂ
You canât help but laugh at that, and you hear Jungkook joining in with you.Â
â__, youâre the love of my life. Youâre my lover, but youâre my best friend most of all. I look back on the times weâve spent together â a decade. There was no time in those years that I didnât thank my lucky stars for knowing and meeting you. Youâre the best thing that ever happened to me, and I really hope you know how much I love you because no matter how hard I try to put it into action and words, no amount of it would tell you how I truly feel.â A pause. Then he took out something from his pocket. Raising his hand, a red velvet box appeared in the frame. He was about to open it when suddenly, your voice is heard behind the camera.Â
âJungkook?âÂ
Jungkook quickly pocketed the box, and the camera shook a little, the angle now distorted, probably due to his panic upon hearing your voice.Â
âYes, baby?â The audio played.Â
âYou were doing something?âÂ
âNah. Just trying out my new camera.â Jungkook said.Â
âOh. Lemme see.âÂ
The camera got picked up, and Jungkook switched the camera to you.
In your seat, you nibble on your bottom lip upon seeing your own face this time, a poor attempt to stop your jaw from breaking apart because you couldnât stop yourself from smiling watching the whole thing.Â
âPretty girl.â You hear Jungkook say behind the recorder. His hand came up to caress your face in the video, thumb rubbing over your cheek. âI love you.âÂ
You looked confused at first but then you told him, anyway, âI love you too.âÂ
You leaned down, and the video gets switched out to another one of Jungkook on a different day.Â
âSorry the video got interrupted by my gorgeous girlfriend.â
You both laugh at that, and as if on cue, your eyes meet â silently acknowledging that youâre thinking the same thing. In that shared glance, it's clear you both understand how things escalated in that moment, that night â how that kiss turned into something more.
âI just wanted to say that, uh, I love her. No, you, Iâm talking to youââ He sighed in the clip, and you canât help but chuckle. âAnyway. I love you. I love you so much, baby. More than anything else in the world. I feel like I donât say it enough although Taehyung teases me about convulsing if I canât say it to you for no longer than five minutes â heâs probably right but thatâs not the point. What I wanna say is â again â is that, I love you, __. And I want to spend the rest of my lifetime with you. I wanna grow old with you. Spend every day and every night with you. I want us to wake up together every morning, make our breakfast together, go to work together, do laundry together, our taxes â man, I donât know. Anything. I just want to do anything and everything with you. Maybe adopt a dog in the near future, if you want to, that is. Youâre probably gonna be watching this in the theater by this moment â god I hope I donât fuck the whole thing up, the gang is gonna be so pissed â but Iâll drop the question for you and I know we already talked about it many times before and two months ago you said you were ready if I was also ready. I couldnât tell you Iâve been ready since the first week we started dating. But I hope⊠what you felt two months ago is still what you feel right nowâŠâÂ
Then, the big screen fades to black, and suddenly, a few lights in the hall flicker on, illuminating Jungkookânow on his knees. In his hand is a red velvet box, now open, revealing a stunning ring thatâs so beautiful it leaves your jaw slack.
He clears his throat. â__, youâre my best friend. Have been and always will be. Youâre my home, my partner. I will love you for as long as you let me andââ Jungkook doesnât mean it but thereâs suddenly a lump in his throat that forms along the way and he has to choke it back, making his voice crack a little bit as he looks into your eyes. ââ and I really want to live all my remaining years with you and be yours forever.â He bites his lip, looks up at you with those doe eyes you love so much. Then, the question comes, âCan I be your husband?âÂ
âJungkookâŠâ You look down at him, your mouth opening and closing, lost for words. Youâve passed the point of holding back tears, and when your eyes meet hisâso full of sincerity and revereâyou completely break. âY-yes. Yes! One hundred percent yes,â you manage to say through your sobs, nodding fervently as your vision blurs from the tears streaming down your face.
As soon as you say that, all the lights in the room turn on and thereâs a holler from the direction of the projection room that you canât help but look at.Â
âCongrats!âÂ
You gasp as you see Doyeon and Nayeon. Theyâre both waving at you with huge grins on their faces. Genuinely surprised and confused at the same time, you start to look around, and suddenly, you realize that everybody is literally⊠your family. Taehyung, your dad, your mom, your sister and Seokjin all occupy the front rows, and in front of them are Jungkookâs own family as well. From afar, you see Jungkookâs father coming up to give your dad a hug which he reciprocates as they laugh together.Â
Your eyes are drawn back to Jungkook.Â
âJungkook⊠theyâre all here,â you say, struggling to hold back the onslaught of tears. They wonât stop.
And at this point, Jungkook canât help it. Not anymore. He sees you crying and he canât help but do it as well. He sniffs, taking your hand and kissing the back of your palm.
âYes, baby. Everybody is here.â
âBaby, why are you crying?â You ask him despite yourself.
Jungkook chuckles in between his tears, swiping a hand on his eyes. âIâm just so happy. You make me so happy. Thank you. Thank you for saying yes.â
That makes you cry even more, earning another laugh from Jungkook but itâs filled with endearment. Slowly, he takes your hand and you watch teary-eyed as he finally inserts the ring around your ring finger.Â
The diamond-encrusted band, with a larger diamond glimmering in the center, fits perfectly around your finger. You stare at it in awe, admiring how gorgeous it looksâtrying to recall a time when Jungkook measured your finger to make it fit so flawlessly. But you can't remember, and you don't mind at all, instead looking up at him as he stands to his feet.
"I love you, Jungkook. I really do," you say with all the sincerity in your heart, hoping he knows as much.
"I can't wait to marry you," he replies, his voice full of emotion before he pulls you into his arms and leans down to kiss you gently on the lips. Itâs soft and itâs sweet just like the love heâs given you all these years.
A cheer erupts around you, and normally, you'd feel shy about kissing in front of your family. But this time, you donât feel embarrassed at all.
Itâs just you and Jungkook. Bound for a lifetime of unadulterated love.
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Made With Love
It takes one bite for Eddie to suspect he's done something wrong. A second bite confirms it. He's fucked up somehow and cannot for the life of him remember what it was.
Did he miss an important date of some sort? It couldn't have been their anniversary because that's August 13th (Eddie's new favorite day of the year, for obvious reasons). He absolutely didn't miss Steve's birthday. Not with how long he and Robin had spent planning the damn thing. (Eddie is never throwing another surprise party in his life; the stress of secret keeping was too much to bear.)
... Did he miss Robin's birthday?
No. That can't be. Steve would never let him miss that.
It could be one of the Party's birthdays, but Eddie doesn't think that's a transgression that would warrant this.
This, of course, being his peanut butter and jelly sandwich.
"What, your peanut butter's gone bad?"
Eddie lifts his eyes from the proof of Steve's anger at him to his coworker, Charlie, sitting across the table from him in the closet that Thatcher claims is the break room. "No. It's much worse than that, I'm afraid."
"Well, don't keep me in suspense," Charlie deadpans.
"This sandwich wasn't made with love," Eddie whines, looking back at the sandwich with as much sorrow as he can muster. He sets the sandwich down on the baggy he had pulled it out of so that he can frown down at it without having to touch the offending creation.
"Ah shit," Charlie says, voice filled with empathy. This is why he's Eddie's favorite coworker. He gets it. Possibly because he's the only person who's tasted the difference for himself, back when Eddie'd just started at Thatcher Tires. "What'd'ya do?"
"I don't know!" Eddie wails. "Everything was fine when I left this morning, or I thought it was anyway."
"Ain't your misses pretty good at lettin' you know you done fucked up?" Charlie, like the best coworker that he is, looks surprised that Eddie doesn't know what he's done. He's right, too. Steve is the goddamn king of petty, and Eddie has never struggled to know when Steve's mad at him. The struggle usually comes from Eddie refusing to be in the wrong.
(That's not to say that Eddie is always in the wrong. He's not. Sure, a good percent of their arguments Eddie is the one at fault and he's mature enough to admit so once the argument is over, but it's not always his fault.)
Anyway, the point is, regardless of who's at fault, Steve is angry at him about something and for the first time in months Eddie doesn't know what for. They'd promised each other, after their first very big fight that almost ended in a breakup and was over a misunderstanding, that they would tell each other why they're mad or upset or feeling some type of way. So for Eddie to not know...
He thinks he might have fucked up big time.
"I know!" Eddie cries, shoving the sandwich away from him to make room to drop his forehead onto the table, then turns to smoosh his cheek against the table so he can look at Charlie. "Charlie. Charlie what do I do?"
Charlie blows out a long breath, thinking, before he gives a decisive nod and says, "you gotta beg forgiveness."
Eddie knows Charlie's right. He doesn't know what he did but he's going to beg forgiveness anyway.
Which is how he now finds himself in the small floral section of the grocery store looking over the sad, wilted bouquets after work. His arms are already full with Steve's favorite ice cream, candies, an over-priced little blue teddy bear that's holding an 'It's A Boy!' card that Eddie plans to rip off, and a blank card with a painting of sunflowers on it that he plans to wax poetry about Steve inside.
The final part of his groveling is, of course, the flowers. It's the wrong season for sunflowers, so Eddie was going to settle for roses. It's just that these roses are all sad looking. They don't really scream 'I Love You More Than Anything Else In The World, Please Forgive Me For What I've Done' though.
Let it never be said that Eddie doesn't know how to beg forgiveness.
He ends up picking the least wilted looking bouquet, one with white and yellow flowers he can't name.
The cashier is an older lady who takes quick catalogue of his items and asks, "is it your anniversary, darling? Or, oh!" She picks up the blue bear and Eddie feels his ear heating with embarrassment as she coos, "are you expecting? How exciting!"
"Err, no, not, uh, no. It's just blue is hi-her favorite color, so I was planning to just cut off the little card," Eddie stutters out the lie. Blue isn't Steve's favorite color but Eddie's used to making up many little lies when talking to strangers. Being hate-crimed is not a passion of Eddie's. "I, uh, messed up. And I don't know what I did, but I'm going to make it right."
The lady smiles at him and gives him a firm nod as she scans the items. "Smart boy. I'm sure she'll forgive you."
Eddie gives her a smile he hopes isn't as tight-lipped as it feels on his face.
Back in the safety of his van, Eddie roots around until he finds a pen and gets to writing all the things he loves about Steve in the card and all the things he hopes they'll get to have in the future. Nothing they haven't spoken about before, but it still makes Eddie a little emotional writing it all down.
Once he's done writing, he pulls his pocket knife out and cuts off the 'It's A Boy' card from the bear, crumpling it up and tossing it in the back of the van to be forgotten. He shoves the sunflower card in it's place. His card is a bit wider than the previous one here so it stays in place, albeit precariously. He'll be careful handing it over to Steve.
He knows that Steve is at home already. Steve's always home first because he's off work at four compared to Eddie getting off work around five.
Well. Closer to five-thirty today with his stop at the grocery store. He really hopes that whatever has Steve mad at him isn't time related. Being late home without calling might earn him no favors if it's a time-based blunder.
Steve is in the kitchen, back to the door since he's facing the stove, as Eddie expected he might be. Which means that Eddie doesn't get to lay out all his Items of Forgiveness across the counter like he had hoped but that's okay. If the love of his life has chosen to forgive him, he knows Steve will be just as overjoyed to rifling through a bag of goodies as he would to pick them off the counter.
"Hi sweetheart," Eddie says, words oozing with adoration and sweetness.
"Hi baby," Steve's tone matches Eddie's, like an instinct to match Eddie's energy has written itself into Steve's DNA. And it might have. Eddie knows the reverse is true.
Steve turns from the stove, then, and his face lights up with delight and surprise. "What's all this?"
"Your favorite things, because I love you," Eddie says, raising his arms a bit. The grocery bag is looped over his wrist with flowers in one hand and the bear in the other.
Steve looks positively smitten.
Eddie is nailing this apology that isn't an apology. And let it be known; he cannot say he's sorry. It'll ruin everything. Because Steve, his wonderful, beautiful, kind and loving Stevie, will cock one perfect little caterpillar eyebrow and ask if Eddie knows what he's apologizing for, and Eddie will have to say he doesn't know and that isn't something he's willing to do. Especially not when it's looking like whatever Steve was mad about has completely slipped Steve's mind, too.
"I got your favorite ice cream, too, so we might want to get that into the freezer," Eddie says, passing the bear and card to Steve and shimmying around him to get to the freezer.
He lays the flowers on the counter and sets to emptying the bag. Ice cream in the freezer and goodies on the counter, while Steve reads the card silently behind him.
He knows he's successfully made up for whatever it was he had done, because Steve crowds him against the fridge shortly after setting the card down and turning the stove burner off, kissing him breathless.
Eddie even gets desert before dinner, with Steve all but dragging him to their bedroom.
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The reddit post that inspired this -
#steddie#my fic#Steve's not even mad or upset. He was running a bit late and asked Robin to make Eddie's sandwich for him while he finished getting ready.#Robin just grabbed the wrong jelly not even knowing it was the wrong one.#but yes... steve does do the thing the lady in the reddit story does
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I saw this and thought of Ari and his Bird right away đ Now how would he react? đ
Dinner is Served...
Summary: You surprise Ari with his favorite meal: You.
Warnings: Mature Themes, Implied Smut, An Appearance from Bucky Barnes, Ari Being A Menace, Brat!Reader, Brief Discussions of Body Image, High Heels, Naked Fun in the Kitchen, Manhandling, Clothed Male Nude Female (CMNF), Pussy Eating, Very Mild Chase Kink, Cursing, Minors DNI
A/N: I think someone actually asked me this a while ago. Maybe. I vaguely remember my answer. However, instead of rehashing that, this is how I think that would go - with a twist! Part of my Sweet Renegade Series. Semi-proofread, not beta'd. All mistakes are my own. Likes, comments, and reblogs are always appreciated. Thanks for reading!
âI sent you the files this morning, Buck.â Ari winces as he shoulders his way into your house from the garage. âItâs not my fault you donât know how to open âem.â
âJust resend them in a different format.â His friend and business partner responds, sounding frustrated.Â
âWhy donât you just give-in and ask Pixie to help you already?â
âBecause sheâs been giving me the silent treatment since Tuesday. Why would I want to risk breaking the streak?âÂ
Rolling his eyes, he drops his bag by the door â only to be surprised when he spots a pair of your panties laying innocently on the floor. Upon closer inspection, he realizes that itâs actually one of his favorites. It was part of a set heâd bought you just last month.Â
âWhatâd you do, Barnes?â
âUhâŠâ A heavy sigh can be heard coming from the other side of the phone. âI accidentally broke her fancy little coffee maker.â
âWow.â He responds, disapproval evident in his tone. Â
âHey! I just said it was an accident. She said she had a bad night and so I tried to make her one of those latteâŠmacchiatoâŠthings she likes. And then I broke it.â  Â
âMake it right, Buck.â After toeing off his boots Ari begins making his way towards the kitchen, following the sound of music in the air. He frowns when he spies your blouse in the middle of the hallway. Closely followed by a pair of black leggings.Â
âHow?â God, his buddy could be so goddamned obtuse sometimes.
âFucking apologize. And then buy her another one â a better one.âÂ
âUgh!â The former soldier whines. âI wouldnât even know where to start looking for a replacement. How about Iâ?â
Wait. WAIT. Was that your bra? Just what the fuck was up with this strange trail of clothes?
âBuck, youâre a grown man. And google is your friend.â Ari snaps as he picks up your fallen undergarment, his confusion growing with each passing second. âRestore peace to the land before that woman feels compelled to drop a nuke.â With that he ends the call, now ready to solve whatever mystery heâs just stumbled upon.Â
But what itâs he sees when he rounds the corner that has him stopping dead in his tracks.
âWell, shit.â His mouth goes dry as he watches your hips sway to the music pumping out of the speaker.Â
A low whistle of appreciation has you glancing over your shoulder.Â
If you were being honest, youâd known he was home the moment youâd heard your garage door open. Which was also why your bathrobe was now hastily balled up in your pantry.Â
âWelcome home!â You chirp, not missing the way your manâs eyes darken as they drink you in. âDid you have a good day?â
âWhatâs all this?â Ariâs already deep voice dips an octave as he holds up your previously abandoned bra, dangling it from his finger. But you know heâs not mad. This question is coming from a man who clearly likes what he sees.
Which just so happens to be you. Happily cooking in your kitchen. Wearing nothing but a little makeup and a pair of red heels. Oh, and oven mitts. Canât forget those.
Youâd come across this scenario while aimlessly scrolling on Instagram. And since you were growing more comfortable with the body you saw in the mirror these days, you figured that it might be worth trying your luck. If only to see your manâs reaction.
âOops!â You gasp, trying your best to look apologetic. âI just havenât had a chance to clean up yet. Iâm sorry.â
âBabyâŠâ Ari drags a stunned hand over his jaw. âThatâs not even â ah fuck. Cleaninâ up is the absolute last thing on my mind right now.â Dropping the undergarment on a nearby table, he begins making his way to you â only to come up short once again when he catches sight of your heels.Â
âWhat? Iâm just tryinâ to break âem in. Thatâs all.â
âFuck meee.â He groans under his breath, his eyes going wide at the sight of your latest surprise.Â
âHold that thought, sugar.â With a wink, you turn back towards the stove before bending over to retrieve tonightâs dessert from the oven. Youâre forced to bite the inside of your cheek when you hear your bounty hunterâs sudden intake of breath at the sight of your bare ass.Â
âThere we go.â You hum, playfully fanning yourself with a checkered mitt. âHope you like homemade cinnamon rolls with whipped cream cheese frosting." Tendrils of feminine pride unfurls in your belly when you notice Ariâs impressive hard-on tenting his jeans. "Theyâre the perfect after-dinner treat.â
âThatâsâIâm notâŠâ He cuts himself off, surprising you both with his inability to speak. âWeâthat ainât the kinda treat Iâm hungry for, little Bird.â
âHm.â You nod as you stretch your arms above your head. Giving into temptation, you rise up on your toes before giving a little shimmy, calling attention to your breasts. âNo problem. Whatâs the point of talkinâ about dessert when we havenât even discussed the main course?â
âHuh?â Ari clears his throat, his rapt gaze now focused on your pouting nipples.Â
âTonight weâre having roasted potatoes ââÂ
âI donât give a good-damn about no roasted potatoes, woman!â The bounty hunter rumbles, cutting you off before you can finish telling him your menu. âYou donât need to cook nothinâ else. I already know what Iâm hungry for.â He takes a decisive step in your direction. âItâs just a matter of where Iâm eatinâ.â
âBut you donât even know what weâre havinâ yet!â Comes your incredulous laugh as you bat away his eager hands.Â
âThis right here.â He growls, broadly gesturing at your naked body. âAll of this. Thatâs what I want.â Without warning, he grabs the edge of his t-shirt with both hands before yanking it over his head, revealing his muscled chest. âI'm fuckin' starvin'.â
âBut Iâm not on the menu!â You shriek, throwing a dish towel at him the next time he gets too close. The next thing you know, this man is now chasing you around your own kitchen, his long legs quickly eating up the space between you.Â
Fuck it was hard to run in heels!Â
âNow I donât mind where I dine, darlinâ.â Your man purrs, his already sexy voice pitched to arouse. âWe can take it to the bedroom. The living roomâŠâ
âBeast!â You burst into a fit of giggles as you attempt to fend him off with the help of a chair. âNeed I remind you that we are in the kitchen?â
Now that makes him pause. But only for a second.Â
âIt ainât the first time Iâve had you in here.â The chair youâve been holding is gently ripped from your grasp. âPretty sure Iâve devoured that pussy in every room of this house.â You watch in defeat as he sends your last little bit of protection skidding across the floor. âDid you forget how wet you got the last time I splayed you out on this-here table? Because I havenât.â
One rough, slightly calloused hand grips the back of your neck â drawing you closer.Â
âRemember how I made you hold yourself open for me?â His lips ghost over yours â the sharp nip of his teeth causing your heart to beat erratically in your chest. âRemember the way your thighs shook every time you gushed around me?â He moans softly, the erotic sound going straight to your dripping cunt.Â
âIâIf you donât want the potatoes, weâre also havingâŠumâŠâ You canât help but whimper when he abandons your throat in favor of grabbing a hearty handful of your ass. âHerb roasted chickenâŠâ
âI get so hard whenever I think about the way you drenched my fuckinâ beard, baby.â Ari gives you a playful squeeze before lifting you by your hips and depositing you on the table as if you weigh nothing. âMy good girl always makes such a mess for me. Donât you?âÂ
âCould I perhaps interest you in some honey glazed carrots?â However, your weak attempt at redirection is completely ignored.
A heady thrum of excitement courses through you when you feel your back connect with the cool, wooden surface. And then Ariâs hands come to rest on your knees, gently prying them apart, baring your most intimate flesh.Â
âLook at you.â He rasps, tenderly stroking your slick folds. âFuckinâ soaked already. And here we are just gettinâ started.â He parts you with thick fingers before leaning down to press a kiss to your puffy clit, making your hips buck.Â
âYeah,â he continues. âThis is the only honey I give a fuck about tonight.â Gripping your ankle, he drapes your leg over one broad shoulder, opening you up to him even more. And then he reaches for the remote to your speaker, turning up the volume of the music that had since become little better than background noise.Â
âDonât want any interruptions while I enjoy my meal. Especially since you spent so much time preparinâ it.â Ari drags your body towards the edge of the table before taking a seat in a chair and placing a napkin across his lap. âAnd donât worry about me needing any silverware, sweet BirdâŠâ He murmurs as his mouth descends upon your vulnerable, quivering pussy.
âI don't mind gettin' my hands dirty.â
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Anger Management prompt where there is a car accident, except it's in space, between Team Phantom and The Outlaws.
(Lmaoooo this is so freaking funny bc my sister got into a car accident just a week ago. Sheâs fine tho, dw)
âFuck you!â The teenager immediately screamed. âWhere the hell did you learn to drive?! Go back to school, fucking dumbass! You canât even drive, you piece of shââ
He was then pulled back by one of his friends, who grabbed him and dragged him back to their normal looking, definitely not broken spacecraft. A girl, dressed in a very distinctive style of goth, then made an awkward face, popped her gum, and said, âSorry about him. He has really bad road rage.â
Jasonâs eye twitched. âI can see that. So whatâre we going to do now? You crashed into our spacecraft!â
âWell, you donât have spaceship insurance, do you?â The girl drawled.
Jason was suddenly reminded of why he hated Tim Drake and Damian Wayne. They were goddamn insufferable, obnoxious, annoying, irresponsible teenagers.
Jason suddenly felt like he aged 20 years in an instant and wondered if this was what Dick felt like, being so old.
Roy patted him on the arm. âWant me to take care of this?â
Jason gestured for him to go ahead, already feeling a headache. Roy walked forward and smiled charmingly. âHey, kiddo! So, itâs not a big deal that we got bumped intoâ happens all the time! But we just want to know where your parents are! And why youâre out in space! And how weâre going to get back to earth, since our shipped is now wrecked. You know what earth is, right? Earth isââ
âWe know what earth is,â the same cursing teenager from earlier said with a snide tone, âWe live there too.â
Roy and Jason blinked.
Then Jason spat, âWell, that doesnât do us shit! We still have a wrecked spacecraft and weâre stuck here on this moon until you fix it! Donât think you can just fly away! Weâre stranded because of you brats!â
Kori then appeared out of the spacecraft and flew down to them all. The kids all immediately stopped, eyes wide in awe. She smiled and said, âHello, children! Is there anyway you can help us? You did wreck our spacecraft after all.â
Immediately, in the most respectful tone Jason had ever heard, the two-faced brat from earlier then said, âIâm so sorry, miss. We didnât think that anyone would be exploring this part of space out here, so we werenât looking! Weâre sorry. We donât have the tools to fix it either.â
Jasonâs entire face suddenly wanted to break out into the nastiest glare he could muster. So not only did this kid blatantly show favoritism to Kori (even if she was definitely super cool), he also couldnât help at all despite the fact that he completely stranded them in space after being careless with a spaceship?
Kori frowned and they all shared a look. Now what? Jason could feel the migraine get more annoying and he almost wanted to pull out his gun just to kill some kids and feel better about his shitty fucking day, when the other teen, who had pulled away the feral brat, spoke up and said, âWe can call Jazz!â
âOh yeah! Jazz! Quick, Sam, call her up!â
Roy narrowed his eyes. âWhoâs Jazz?â
âMy big sister,â the brat said, âSheâll fix this.â
Great. Another annoying person who would only make his headache worse and possibly piss him off even further. However, just as he finished thinking this and sharing another annoyed look with Roy, a green portal opened up and a goddess stepped down.
She was tall, with a curvaceous figure wrapped in black and blue robes, as well as a fluffy cape around her shoulders. Her hair fell down over her back, colored red like fire and sunsets and tiger lilies, and her face was that of a statue, carefully designed, crafted, and admired by all. She was so beautiful and picturesque that the air around her seemed to glow like a halo.
Just looking at her made Jasonâs sorrows disappear.
She blinked her fluttering eyelashes over her turquoise eyes and then asked, âWhat seems to be the problem?â
Her voice was so angelic that Jason didnât even feel his headache anymore.
âNothing now that youâre here,â Jason said dreamily.
âOh my god,â Roy said, hand over his mouth as he stared at Jason in shock. Even Kori looked shocked and amused.
The boy with black hair shared a disgusted look with his friends. âI thought that wouldâve been my line.â
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Thinking about the way Wade "jumps" awake after dying and for some reason my brain can't stray from the idea of him 'asleep' in bed only to sit up panting because he gets cancer blockages that's causing really bad sleep apnea and therefore briefly dies because of it.
Some nights, Logan will be laying near his chest and wake up from his breathing stopping, sit up, and shake him a bit (yeah, as if that helps)
"Wade...WADE!"
He jumps awake with a gasp and then whines at him all sleepy like. "Whaattt?"
"Your heart stopped again..."
"Annndd???? It does that."
"Soo why is she taking you so much?"
Wade groans half asleep, rolls over and scooches himself back into Logans arms muttering "I dont know, It's her deathaversery soon. Shes probably just lonely."
"Deathave- what?"
"The day she died, Logan keep up."
"..... death can die?"
"Did you not read the comics at all??? God...yes death can die. Everything dies eventually. Even the universe... now jus' hold me.."
So now, Logan is holding wade, litsening to his heart, awake, and wondering how the hell death can die. And what comics? Death has comics about her life?- well.. death?
Other times, like when napping in the car, he'll sleep from the comute from home to the school and half way home Wade will just sit up holding his chest and gasping loudly.
"JESUS-"
"I died!"
"I can see that! Do you mind not scaring the shit out of me!? Im tryna drive!"
"I can't help it that my heart stops randomly!!??"
"For fuck sakes, Wade.. you need to get that checked out."
"Get what checked out? My entire body? Thanks ive been working out- OF COURSE I CANT GET CHECKED OUT Im 99% cancer!!"
"DONT YOU FUCKIN YELL AT ME YOURE THE ONE THATS GONNA MAKE US CRASH-"
"IF YOU BOTH DONT STOP YELLING ILL KILL YOU BOTH!" says a very fed up Laura, who doesn't even know how theyre together all they do is argue.... sheesh...
#i have no clue#this was in my drafts#laura kinney#lady death#deadpool and wolverine#poolverine#logan howlett#wade wilson#deadpool#wolverine#deadpool 3#deadclaws
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Picture it with me people
Season 16. Opens with Dean realizing Heaven isnât good. Heâs having these memories of him and Cas through the years and is just like âif this was heaven heâd be hereâ type shit you know
Supportive Sam and him break out and try to go rescue Sam from the empty. Dean is depressed as hell as always, but he has a purpose now so heâs compartmentalizing, but we continue to see memories. At first, they were all bro-like shit (as much as Destiel ever can be so still romantic lmao) but it starts transferring into stuff weâve never seen before.
A night in the Dean Cave just them and they keep just looking at each other. [the audience canât tell if itâs sweet or if they are getting second hand embarrassment since Deanâs fucking 40 and Cas is billions of years old]
A time where Cas heard about the kiss it better thing and fucking DID IT when he cut his hand or some shit. We begin to realize they might have been slightly more aware of things that we were led to believe.
Thereâs more chill domestic stuff but the kiss it better thing comes up once or twice more. Enough to show us thatâs one of their weird little rituals that no one knows about; but ITS A THING!!!
Cas is saved. Thereâs hugging and intense eye contact. Sam is there. He gets a hug too and suddenly they are having trouble looking at each other. Dean is distraught. Heâs fucked up about feelings, he canât voice this shit! He tried in purgatory but Cas didnât let him, but now, now he canât. He keeps trying to talk to him; Cas is sure to remind him he is okay and knows Dean doesnât feel a certain way.
Heâs frustrated. Why is Cas making this so difficult?? How does he have no clue? Surely heâs aware how he acts with Cas is VERY different to how he acts with everyone else/how everyone else acts with him?
It comes to him suddenly when he bangs his hip on the counter. As he swears (loudly) a little voice in his head is saying âCas needs to kiss it betterâ. And then he knows. Since he was rescued, theyâre little rituals have gotten infrequent and awkward. Cas doesnât want to make Dean uncomfortable after all! He knows now!
Dean runs. Bangs on Samâs door. Sam opens it, itâs late, heâs annoyed. âWhat, Dean, why do you look so excited?â Heâs doing his bitch face
âSammy, punch me in the mouthâ he prepares himself for the punch, he can hardly stop grinning. Heâs practically vibrating with excitement, the freak.
âDean? What? Why would I punch you?â Sam is perplexed. Heâs concerned. He would love to punch Dean (lol)
âI need you to. Itâs important, please, Samâ
Eileen hears them and comes to the door as well. Sam explains whatâs going on while Dean looks at her and pleads to punch him. She clearly realizes something Sam doesnât becuase she starts cackling before winding back and punching him. Hard. His lip splits, and he grins around slightly bloody teeth before waving goofily and turning to go while Sam throws up his hands in frustration because What! The! Fuck!
Anyways. Dean marches down the hall. Heâs nervous. He knocks. Cas answers. He looks down at Deanâs fucked up bloody mouth and is like Dean! What happened! Who must I kill! And Deanâs like itâs all good man but đđđit hurts
Cas is all; let me heal youâŠand Deanâs like OKAY THATâS FINE WITH ME HA HA
Thereâs a bit of staring while Cas tries to figure out whatâs going on and he slowly raises two fingers before Dean slowly pushes his hand down. He doesnât let go of the loose grip on his wrist. His hands are shaking a bit. Cas is feeling a little rejected, he canât even heal Dean now? But Dean is so close, and heâs still holding his wrist? Why is he shaking a bit? Whatâs go- oh. Oh oh oh oh
Cas very tentatively leans forward and presses tiny little delicate to Deans mouth as he heals him and cdjrjgfjejficsjtjvisjtv
Anyways they kiss a lot yay the end
dean: ow, fuck. i cut my finger.
cas: here, let me kiss it better.
dean, blushing furiously: oh- uh- okay.
[later]
dean: sammy, i need you to punch me in the mouth.
sam, already winding up: done.
#destiel#well. destiel and sam.#gosh it needs to happen#why did I write this? I donât know fucking sue me there are BUGS in my BRAIN
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soobin has his good friend taehyun watch his puppy for a night... but she unexpectedly goes into heat! he can't give in to her begging, he isn't even her owner! oh, but she's just so cute when shes needy...
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notes from liaăi'm not the biggest fan of how this turned out, for some reason i find hybrid!reader difficult to write... but i hope you all enjoy it!!!
âhyung, what do i do?â taehyun whispers urgently into his phone, sat ramrod-straight against the back of the couch. his leg bounces nervously, free hand white knuckling the armrest as if it were the only thing keeping him uprightâ it very well could be with how you were clambering on top of him.
âtaehyunnie, just once, please? i promise iâll be a good girl!â you whine into his ear, nails scratching desperately at his soccer jersey. your soft puppy ears tickle his tan skin.
âholy shit, is that her?â soobinâs voice crackles over the receiver, sounding more amused than anything. âiâve never heard her talk like that before. aww, she sounds so sadâŠâ
âhyung.â taehyun grits his teeth. âiâm being serious. you gotta come back, i donât know what to doâ i knew i shouldnât have agreed to watch her, i told you i donât know a damn thing about hybrids!â
âare you sure sheâs in heat?â came soobinâs reply.
âare you serious?! do you think iâm stupid? sheâs dripping all over my fucking lap.â
it was a sight that taehyun was sure would stay with him for the rest of his life. those tight little shorts you were wearing did nothing to stop the outpour of slick dribbling down your thighs, soaking through your clothes to the point theyâve molded themselves against the curves of your ass and pussy. you grind your cunt down hard and desperate against his jean-clad thigh, rubbing your clit against the rough fabric and leaving a large noticeable wet spot in the denim. it was obscene, like some dirty fantasy from the recesses of his imagination come to life. taehyun could feel his sanity chipping away bit by bit every agonizing second he sat there like an idiot watching you seduce and defile him. as much as he tried to will it away, his cock was growing so hard that it was starting to get painful, the throbbing shaft straining against his fly as if it were trying to burst through. he could tell from the glee on your face that you could feel it against your thigh.
but you were soobinâs no matter how hard his dick got, even if he was the one that you were begging for. the fingers of his free hand shake with the effort it took for him not to grip himself through his pants.
âa pretty bad stormâs blown through the city, thereâs no way i can come back home tonight.â soobin sighs, snapping taehyunâs wandering attention back to the conversation in hand. âbesides, as bad as it makes me feel, i canât miss this conference. the ceo is going to be there; my entire job depends on this stupid presentation. iâm so nervous i feel like iâm gonna be sick⊠â
âtyunnieâŠ.â you mewl into his neck, tearing his attention back to you. your voice was honeyed and dripping with desperation, sugary sweet whimpers and whines tugging at taehyunâs belly deliciously. so pathetic, erotic, and debauched⊠better than any pornstar heâs ever heard. he canât tear his eyes away from your drippy cunt and itâs hypnotic movements against him, the way he could see you getting wetter and wetter through your soaked little boy shorts. âit hurts so bad, feels so emptyâ need to get bred, please, just give me your cock!â
âholy shit, she sounds so sluttyâŠâ soobin sighs wistfully, just as distracted by you as taehyun was. âgod, what i wouldnât give to be back home right now⊠why arenât you taking care of my baby? sheâs asking so nicely, using her words like i taught her toâ do you not want to help her?â
taehyun splutters, shamefully unable to force himself to stop you when you paw at the bulge in his pants, pretty watery eyes looking up at him wantonly; for a frightening moment, taehyun wondered if you could somehow read his mind.
âi-i mean, yes, i doâ but. um.â the sensation of your wet hot tongue lazily swiping across his jawline makes his entire body jolt, his erection twitching against your squeezing hand. he chokes on a moan, instead squeaking oddly into the receiver. âs-sheâs your hybrid, hyung. you would be better for her anyway, are you sure you donât want to just wait until you get back..?â
âiâm saying itâs okay, arenât i? she canât wait that long. take care of her for me, iâll be home tomorrow.â
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taehyunâs never felt this dirty in his life. your wagging tail brushes against his abs as he pounds you over the armrest, your face mashed into the couch cushions by his broad hand pushing down on the back of your head. your floppy ears bounce along with your tits with his thrusts, your plump ass smacking loud and wet against his hipbones. thereâs so much slick that it drips down both of your legs to the floor, a puddle forming at your feet. his other hand grips tightly on your meaty thigh, holding your leg up to get his thick fat cock impossibly deeper inside of your tight, gushing little pussy. your sopping shorts and panties dangle uselessly from your ankle.
âyou like it like this, huh?â taehyun spits, his words rough and choppy with exertion. âass up, face down like an animal? nasty whore. breeding bitch.â
âyesyesyes!â you wail in rapture, voice muffled against the cushion. âbreed me, breed me! wanâ your cum, tyunnie, please!â
taehyunâs eyes roll back in pleasure and he curses under his breath. âfuck, you want me to cum inside? fill that pussy up? youâre so fucking tight, sucking me in⊠been needing this cock so bad, huh?â
his bulbous cockhead rams into your cervix deliciously, making you squeal and shake. the gummy walls of your pussy pulsate around him, letting out nasty squelches as he thrusts into you maniacally. youâve barely begun yet taehyun is already embarrassingly close to his climax, your cunt so warm and wet and just begging for him to shoot his load deep inside.
you manage to turn your head to the side despite the pressure of his hand, and taehyun can see that both your face and the couch is soaking wet. youâre crying and drooling, pink tongue stuck out as you pant and moan. youâve never reminded him more of a dog.
âyouâre gonna make me cum!â you shriek, eyes blown wide as you gaze back at him. âiâm gonna cum, feels so good, donât stop! cum with me, tyunnie, please please please? fill my pussy up with your babies, and then we can do it again, and again.. and daddy can join when he comes home! does that sound good, tyunnie?â
god, taehyun would like nothing more.
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Hi, hello Tiny. I've got a little "Human Effect" scenario in my almost always empty head.
Do you think the Galactic Council would try to persuade the human crew from the Lost Light to abandone their cybertronian friends?. Like, the Council listing all war crimes from the cybertronian war yadayada.
But the humans, especially the Ambassador, always defend their cybertronian crew. I think it will boils down in "but we all love them" type of argument. Until one day the Ambassador just tells them "ÂĄSTOP BULLING MY BELOVED CREW YOU GALACTIC RACISTS!".
All the crew would be like D: "they just said that to the Galactic Council?". And the entire human crew would probably start throwing swears and overal talking about all the good things their cybertronians have done.
Side-note, the DJD is also listening (because I need to include them) and they can't believe they are taking the humans side in the discussion.
Ok that would be all from me at the moment. THANKS.
Oh I can definitely see something like this happening.
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The council: we can not have you working with the cybertronians any longer due to the amount of war crimes they have committed.
Ambassador: Ha that's rich coming from you, one word. America.
Council: That does not change the matter. We are pulling you out, and if you refuse to return to earth within the time pool given, you will be court martialled and jailed.
Ambassador: than all your so called outpost and new alliances will be for nothing as they than automatically fall into the hands of the cybertronian sector of the union as they are the ones who forged them. Which means all further communications are to go through the cybertronian Alliance and Commander Prowl.
Council now trying to back track: no, that's not what we-
Prowl: Thank you, Ambassador, as I have stated multiple times this is the reason I had stated to Optimus Prime multiple over why a union between our planets wouldn't work out, I had already calculated and assessed that there was a 78. 874% probability of you betraying the alliance.
Council: Ambassador for this you will be reprimanded and interrogated over conspiring with Cybertron.
Ambassador under their breath: oh I've been doing more than that.
Ultra Magnus: due to the hostility of the earth council I ask that the human crew of the Lost Light be allowed asylum on Cybertron
Prowl turning to Optimus: are we allowed to offer that?
Optimus: it is up to Chancellor Starscream
Starscream sitting back watching the shit show and having heard the Ambassador little remark: Ambassador please share the details of what else you have been sharing with the crew.
All the cybertronians knowing full well how much of a shithead Starscream can be.
The Ambassador stand proudly: chancellor Starscream. Permission to use foul language.
Starscream rather amused: granted
Ambassador: I've been fucking most of the crew of the Lost Light and it's been the best sex I've had before. And I don't intend on returning to earth becuase Cybertronian pussy and dick hit different. And yes I Did in fact Fuck Megatron until he whimpered!
Everyone going silent before Starscream cackles: permission for the humans to have asylum.
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